welcome~`

2010-09-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

HI THERE!
Ive moved to http://www.fuschiadream.blogspot.com

come look for me there! (:

2010-05-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hey peeper!(: (i learnt this from a lecturer in school, he's cool hahah)

Anyway, sorry for not updating in a longggggggg time because ever since school started i've been getting up at 7 and coming home in the evening/night, im too beat to even blog. And, have i told you? I'm loving school very much right now, i hope it lasts! Other than having to lug a heavy bag to school most of the days and squeezing on sardine bus 69, there's no reason not to like school. Nice classmates, good food in the canteen, being stress-free at the moment, ending school at 1 on thursdays and fridays. The only concern now that i have is to join a cca and like stick to it. I'm wayyy to fickle when it comes to stuffs like this. not good, not good at all ):

Working at streetwave tmr, and i need to go get my backpack soon cause slingbags can kill me(with the torturous amount of notes). Why is it so hard to find a nice backpack~ K, I've got 8 hours more to sleep and i really need this sleep so goodnight, i will update soon again!

Have a great weekend and enjoy yourselves!

2010-04-14T00:15:00.005+08:00

The merry-go-round (of Life)

Make up your mind to be happy.
Life is a merry-go-round.
If you miss out this time,
don't let it fret your mind,
happiness will come round in the end.

Freshmen orientation is over! Come to think of it, i really miss the times we used to perspire like crazy cause we're cheering and running at the same time, running in circles and jumping around like crazy during jam&hop, drinking chlorine infested water, bathing in half-flooded toilets, shuffling around on the sleeping bag trying to get to sleep, drinking our daily dose of coke and eating fruity pebbles (and dropping them all over in the dark hahahaha)...

Many people have said this but im gonna say it again, THIS IS THE BEST CAMP THAT I'VE EVER ATTENDED IN MY 17 YEARS OF LIFE.♥ Coming here, immersing ourselves in TP culture and stuffs, I'm more sure than ever i've made the right choice to come here.

"I LOVE SCARRRRRFOOOOOOOOOO" (man it was embarassing to say that in front of everyone but its true (: )

Thursday would be wk 0 orientation and i hope its gonna be at least half as fun! Hopefully amy and i will be in the same class and then...we'll go craaaaaazy together during the two days. This week must have been the most fruitful and fufilling week of my life recently. After having spent half a year hanging around and doing nothing very significant, finally spent my 3days on something meaningful.

Rashes are acting up very badly cause of all the perspiring and stuffs during camp but it was definitely worth it. I hope they'll be gone soooon. Itching the hell out of me and not to mention the ugly scabs. ( this i really cannot stand..)

Gonna sleep real soon to get rid of my gastric. Tmr's the last day to slack at home before school starts again!

Goodnight all(:

2010-04-07T02:28:00.002+08:00

Hihihi.
Amy and I finally got our IT fair pay today!!! End up exact same amount, don't even needa split haha. Cool. Anw, bought shitload of stuffs ytd and today. And I keep making trips to the ATM as if gt free money there. Big sighs. Aiya but I'm gonna need them anw so it's okay!(: bought 6 tops yesterday, collected my Ralph Lauren bag, got a new watch, shoe for school, sweets for camp, another new pencil case, phone pouch, done our phone cover and treated ourself to fish and co. Retail therapy? I think so. Hahahaha. At least I'm spending money that I earned on my own so I don't really feel anything. Yeah i feel the pinch whenever I use my mom's. Cause sometimes she's too nice.

Had good dinner with Juline Audrey and liangrong at bedok 85! Stingray,chicken wings, kang kong, spying, minced meat noodle, sinalco!(it's a drink btw) finally saw Juline after like idk how long?! ((: liangrong nt really cause he still goes to shop to find us now and then (that just reminds me, I'm not working anymore.. Not really working I mean) talked and went to buy snacks for camp before cabbing home with them.

Wonderful day today! So excited for school to start. Though I've said this at least a mil times! Goodnight(: or i'll need chicken essence tmr morning..

2010-04-02T14:21:00.003+08:00

Hi.
Today is good friday! But I'm rotting at work now so it's not exactly good. Yesterday I met Amy for pizza hut for lunch & to trim eyebrows before meeting jol and shuqi. Went to Amy's house to play guitar/piano and had superrrdog for dinner(: jol Amy and I talked at mac till 11.30 before gg
home. Good day in all!(: so doesn't feel like a holiday today haha. I have some pictures in hand from kuishinbo/bugis but i'll upload another time. I know this post is super boring cause I am very bored right now. it's quite pointless so I don't know why I'm typin this actually LOL And my nose is giving me a he'll of a bad time again~ sigh.

K goodbye!(:
Enjoy your holiday,dudes

2010-03-29T00:36:00.006+08:00

Guess what, Kuishin-bo tomorrow!!! God, I cant almost hear myself snorting. :/ hahahaha

Aud and I have been talking about it and fantasizing non-stop since a few days ago. My pigging buddy, and i think we eat like boys. really.

Get ready for a long post, I'm gonna attempt to revive last wk's happenings in my severly stm-ed brain. ANW, havent blogged in a week or so i cant remember how long, and yeah.. just quite (I'd not really say busy) tied up with stuffs lately. Working for the last few times, going out on days i'm not working.. Cant remember when was the last time i actually stayed at home to slack and do nothing. I've got tons of recorded 7pm shows to watch~

Errrrrrr, okay i'll update abit about the past one week +! :

Founders day
Nothing special and happening about founders day. We had a good dinner in the freezing hall and i went to michelle's house before that.(: They had us to come earrrly and then rehearsed abit and asked us to come back in an hour and a half's time. Whoo, thanks mich for the hershey's chocolate! I just ate it today {: They gave us a wooden plaque and a certificate. Its exactly the same as SYF's just that its flowers instead of a crest at the top. haha i think all of ngee ann's plaques looks the same to me.

Wednesday
Went out with jolyn and amy to search for their vans boatshoe and backpack at queenstown but we didnt manage to find anything there except walking in circles over and over again. So we gave up and bused to peninsula to get jolyn's ukelele. Somerset 313-ed, forever 21-ed, yoshinoya-ed. jolyn's sis dropped us off at tamp (cause we wanted to get our crystals at the mrt shop) but the shopped was closed. WE SAW THE MAN CLOSING THE SHOP IN FRONT OF OUR EYES :(

Dejected, we went to walk around t1 and tamp mall. and unsurprisingly we ended up at manpuku for icecream. Two of us. ate. three. ice.creams. ahh... its no wonder i never ever lose any weight and actually maintain it. Haha its not like i wanna be super slim but i just don't wanna become chubby and unhealthy. Eating like a cow recently and taking in alot of salt and sugar. No good man..

Can't remember what i did on thursday, i think i woke up really late and rotted at home. Watched a bunch of shows, used the comp but was too lazy/had nothing to blog about and then amy and i went to arab street to get swarovski crystals(everytime before i pronounce this i'll laugh cause i know i can never get it right at once) for our phone cover.

Yeah i know..bimbo and girly, but its nice. (: Did 8/10 of it at amy's house before we ran out of crystals and we were very :[ because there's only aaaaabit left to complete. Had pizza hut delivery: lagsane and pizza for dinner and it was slurps. Not to forget, there's coke. I need to stop my coke/pepsi addiction. Amy says my almost done cover looks like lady gaga's sunglasses. LOLLLL(???) &her mom sent me back after that. Epoxy glue smells like tao suan....HAHA if you know what that is.. the dessert with yellow beady stuffs inside and a sweet gooey soup.+youtiaow

Worked my ass off on saturday and today. Ok, i'm just exaggerating cause..most of the time we're just using wifi on our phones and eating. We swaved for a whole stretch and back yesterday and it was tiring but fun. Aud and I were doing crazy actions and attempting to exercise while a few passerbys looked as though amused(and confused) And now i have this fat blister on my sole but it doesnt hurt anymore.

I was super sleepy today morning i closed my eyes while going down the escalator at bedok and I almost dozed off. Can't imagine what would happen if i did. Totally ZZZ-ed throughout the whole bus ride to ECP. I need to sleep badly now but i don't feel like slping yet.

Havent been using computer alot lately cause everytime i get home i just watch tv, surf abit with my phone before i sleep and zonk out once i plop on the bed. Had good fishhead steamboat dinner just now (((: Mom sis and nicky fetched me from work and then we went for dinner at round market. Phew feels sooo good,cause i dont have to stone in the bus with music for an hour long. And my legs were...achey. Like they always are all the time.

I think i ate something wrong today, i'm itchy all overrrrrrrrrrrr. I wished there was a robot scratcher. Would be great(: My arm is damn unevenly toned now. All the unwanted tanning at work left my watch-mark on my left arm. looks funny hahah. Its 2am and i'm gonna get a long sleep before kuishinbo with aud tmr. This week was filled but great. Kept me away from thinking about anything and I like that. Beginning to be more carefree and having less worries & nothing beats that. (:

Goodnight people, had a great week, hope you have one too (: Perhaps update tomorrow again if im not lazy. bb {: (Listening to One Republic's live performance of Apologize now and its wonderful. too many amazing instruments. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzq8c5pr-Ws&feature=channel Listen to it if you're free now!)

2010-03-21T01:26:00.004+08:00

WASSUP.
Blogging just before my head hits the pillow! Whoo 12 hours of work is over! Been eating like a real pig for the past few days( piggier than my usual pigness). Had spaghetti & green milk tea & momo hotdog+fries & hot fudge sundae &nugget meal with shaker fries( supper,omg) in 1 day. Gonna die from over-calories. And sodium. the way I'm eating scares me. Forced mum to help me finish almost half my mac meal hahahah jk. Offered her la okay~(: I have an exploding metabolism these few days and it's not good! Its really scary. It's like I can eat a cow. Or a whole chicken. Or maybe.....both.

Exactly one more month till school starts(: excited, EXCITED and a little bit scared. Best 4 months of holidays I ever had and I've had enough rest it's time to get cracking soon before my brains get really rusty. Yawns nxt wk got founders day. Looking forward and not looking forward. Michelle and I have agreed that if they give us popular voucher we're gonna bang walls together. Or maybe I'd buy Acash/mesos (do they still even exist ?!) with the vouchers and give to some happy sec1s. HAHA. Or maybe just buy lots of junk food/sweets from popular. And that is if I don't die from banging walls. K la I'm just kidding bout all that(:

I would love to rattle one and on but for now, I need to get some good sleep in this perfect weather. Rain rain don't go away!!! Goodnight people, have funnn(:

If you notice, I like to type nonsense here and log some of my daily happenings before I go to sleep! Yes really gotta sleep now. Panda says goodnight (;

2010-03-17T18:47:00.010+08:00

@Parkway in the night.

Hi, feel so much more recharged after having enough sleep yesterday night. Went to sentosa with 738s on monday (: The weather was terrible because it kept pouring non stop once we were settled down. so we had to move from one place to another and then to another and then decided that we should all just get wet and stop moving hahahah. Had lots of food -sandwhiches, seaweed chicken, nuggets, sausages, old chang kee, sphagetti, drinks. Although we were already stuffing ourselves like pigs, we still had a load of leftovers.

For the rest of the time,we were digging holes in the beach until we saw water. hahah okay, it sounds ridiculous but believe me, it was fun. We had one which was deeper than an arm's length and another which looked like a mini pool. And we decided to get wet after that though some of us didnt have extra clothes. my shorts was still abit drippy when we reached vivo and it was freeeeeezing. Luckily minlin helped to dry abit of my top while i was in the toilet or i would have looked like i jumped into a pool before that.

amy belle and i shared a JUG of coke at the chicken rice restaurant and it was gooood. We were all shivering and huddling in the mrt. The only times i've been so cold was basketball in the rain with amy and then freezing during the journey on bus 3 to tuition and THAT DAY ITSELF. Went home with a runny nose and bathed in warm water for a good 30mins to keep myself warm.

Went to town yesterday with aud to get her dad's birthday present and get some stuffs for ourselves. decided to go to parkway after that to slack. Had sushi + greenmilk tea. ( i wanna drink that now..:C ) Going out with r4 girls tmr :D sing our hearts out, 11 to 6pm. ah, i must remember to bring angela's chocolate!

Trying to enjoy my carefree life as much now before school starts. Although i cant wait for school to start now, i guess i'll be missing the kind of freedom i'm having now in awhile. Waking up in noon, working whenever i want to to make some cash, going out with girlfriends, having a whale of a time, not having to worry about not enough $.

Made up my mind about certain things, learning to live by the day and trying to smile more often. (: I'll make sure I dont ever go back to my old ways of thinking again even though i've said this at least a thousand times. I dont like short-lived optimism :( haha. But everything will fall in place in a couple of months and I'll be on my way to better days and not crane my neck to look back again, unless there is a need. Abit different this time and 101% of determination, and i just hope it pays off. I'll be happy, so you be too (:

Talking to justindran the one who never fails to jack my jokes now. Hope he's doing well in perth and we'll go out together with the rest when he's back! K this is pretty random. haha. Time flies, one moment all of us were sneaking out to t1 subway having lunch before extra lessons and another moment he's somewhere far away enjoying his new life.

K la so wordy, so i added a few pictures to make it less. ARGH i missed half an hour of my showww, byebyeeeee! :)

2010-03-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

Its dead middle of the night but i'm here to updattttte. After four or five days being cut off from the cyber world. my mind cant function properly right now and i keep typing rubbish. My legs are aching like ( i cant even think of anything to relate it to). Like..climbing up bukit timah up and down 10 times without stopping. ( ok thought of it ) and as you can see, im blabbering nonsense with a half-conscious mind.

Loads to complain about, loads of new stuffs ive come to learn but most importantly i finally know how to take things in my stride. sometimes there's no point crying over spilt milk hahah. Lost 10 over customers to the GST-less company selling toshiba too. You know its like raising a baby from 0 to 100 years old and it goes to another woman and call her 'mummy'. Feels so indescribably. (omg what was i typing, seriously..indescribably i mean) Met alot of very nice people too and many from all walks of life. My last customer of the day was a tourist couple and they really made my day and feel that everything was worth :) Sometimes some singaporeans just tend to take things for granted and they never stop in their steps to appreciate anything. (very honestly) Talked till my voice was hoarse, stood till my legs were stick-stiff when i get home everyday, its finally over!! glad and not so glad too. glad because the misery has ended. not so glad because i've met many nice people within a few days but i wont get to see them ever again haha. not so nice people too. unreasonable ones, demanding ones.. ok you guys are probably sick of me rattling on and on, so..goodnight! :)

I NEED SLEEP. I NEED TO REST MY LEGS /EYES/VOICEBOX. SEE YOU ALL SOON AGN.

2010-03-07T02:44:00.006+08:00

NAS's founder's day is coming soon and I figure that i'll most probably
be the only one in home clothes there cause everyone is in JC :[ ( and I was just informed that I've to wear retarded formal clothes hahaha )it's gonna feel abit funny but I don't regret my choice at all because I know that i'll be happy with it and that's what I've been wanting. Wil continue to work hard and givemy best in poly and we'll see what it turns out to be(: I'm curious too, but we'll see in..3 years. Hopefully it'll convince certain people who look down on the path I've chosen that you don't have to get into a jc to be successful. It's not that I'm trying to prove anyone but it's just that I really don't feel good when some people start criticizing me about my choice and trust me, it really doesn't feel good. I don't know if I'm gonna regret at the end of 3 yrs but I won't let it happen and i hope I'll do okay.

Alot of people have been wondering why I'd even make that choice given my results. And of course my parents, And they are still doing so, to no end~ they have been pretty supportive of it but I really don't wanna see them disappointed at the end of everything. I'm gonna keep the faith that I had during olvls and give my best. Or at least.. Whatever I can put in. Perhaps if I'm still keeping this blog then, I'll update more about where it has all led me to haha provided I even remember that I once said this while I was a 16 year old.

Goodbye people! I'll continue to believe in myself and you guys should too(: don't give up!!

2010-03-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

I couldnt tell you everything in a less subtle way. I couldnt spell it out for you. But the point is I'm still here as old as new and every night i wonder if there might be a chance, if any at all that you still feel the same as i do.

I felt the goodbye when we hugged. the strength in his arms as if that was the last bit of him he had to give. I realized as I was walking away that in holding on as tight as he did; was really just letting him go.

Written on a day i thought about you when i didnt think i would be.

2010-03-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

Pictures from yesterday,as you can see..

I brought At first sight to work to read today and im 5/6 through. (: By that you can probably tell how bored i was haha. 8 hours of reading, stoning and thinking about stuffs while looking at the sea ahead. Its a beautiful scenery i must say. Read a few chapters and then turned on some music from my phone while thinking about stuffs and back to reading again. I dont want to finish reading it so soon cause the story is just getting exciting~ Its a good book. Ok all his books are good..to me. And i'd rather read his books than do anything else like watching tv. Typing in the dark now cause sis is asleep and i offed all the lights. I'm gonna get panda eyes soon and i'm still not sleeping when its already 2.47am. serves me right man hahaha.. Look after you by The Fray brings back alot of memories. It just does..

p/s: i realised uploading pictures from blogger always make them look fuzzy so i tried photobucket this time round. i'm still looking and wondering if there's a difference. LOLLLL. one moment its too big, another moment its too small. k nvm, i'm too tired to bother haha.

Argh..having gastric for no reason. :C k byebye, i'm off to sleeeeeeeep. phew (:

I've got loads to say, but I just don't know where to start from.

2010-03-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

Arghhhhhh, i gotta go back to t3 for part of the checkup again in a few days. DAMN SIAN. I didnt think of bringing the first part of the printout before the medical form and ended up paying $10 for the clinic to print it again for me. Their ink was made of powdered diamond and paper of silk, I was thoroughly amazed. hahahahah. grr >:( Should have just like..go back on another day.

Anyway, amy and i went to ehub to slack & eat yoghurt float and attempted to take our passport-size picture at ehub. and we ended up taking nonsense pictures everywhere. Went pasir ris to pierce my ear today and it was faster than we expected haha. Its not the sharp pain but the burning sensation after that that stinggggggs. And my ear felt achey after that~ funny feeling.

We had tons of pictures but i still havent got them from amy yet. So errr..post them soon (: & I'm still trying to figure out the effects on photobucket..looks cool ^^.

KK i've got work tmr and i should turn in soon. Slept at 4am yesterday and i'm starting to feel the effects of it now. Sigh lunch and dinner tmr, what to eat?!

Good night, Sleep tight!

2010-03-01T01:44:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Today was busy busy busy with poly application matters and phew I'm three quarters done with all the stuff. Sucks that I can't go for the medical checkup soon cause i got my *. I couldn't find my result slip and I was semi-panicking cause I really had no idea where I stuffed it and I was damn relieved when I pulled open my room drawer and saw the transparent pocket. Gonna go for checkup/take passport photo/do online registration with Amy on wed. Hopefully there won't be hiccups haha(:

Feeling good today.(: Maybe having a long good sleep really works wonders and feeling happy beats everything! Time passes fast, I don't get bored and finally, I just feel happy and it's nice. You can probably feel it by the way I'm typing today. Work starts late tmr so I can sleep in longer! Excited for school to start and I can't wait to do some sch work( LOLL -.-- you can laugh at me when I start complaining about the workload in a few months time. Or maybe not even a few)

Anyway, find me on Twitter @hardcandyxmas so I can follow you back! Reading tweets would probably kill some boredom. finally gotten used to my phone so I can finally stop typing and backspacing every sentence..

I'd love to post some pics but too bad I don't have any haha ); wanna get a new cam if I've got enough $. Hahah sigh, if only my cam would magically be revived. K this is prob getting boring~
Its late and I'm gonna sleep now goodnight(:

If only life everyday could feel as good as today.

2010-02-26T17:13:00.004+08:00

Feeling out of sorts yesterday and today. I just feel extremely odd whenever i'm awake and even the computer doesnt seem to interest me much. I can feel energized at one moment and extremely tired the next. I don't know whats wrong with me. I feel like taking a nap now though i woke up at 1.30 just now. haha. I hope its not because i'm gonna be ill soon. Recently i've been feeling like this alot. Mom says it might be because of my anaemia but i dont know and i can't even be bothered to find out.

Working tomorrow, hopefully time will pass fast. (k 12 hours is not fast at all! ) Better not feel like a zombie~

Taz. (i know i sound really monotonous in this post)

2010-02-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

Finally had a really good sleep last night, was feeling damn tired after i got home. Whoo, Pizza hut's lagsane student meal is back! Amy and I went to marina square and we ended up at mac in less than an hour's time slurping chocolate sundae and munching on curly fries. BEST FRIES EVER hahah. (& popeye's too..) sounds damn..pig i know. Went to bugis at night originally to eat omelette rice but it closed down. haha. ):

Woke up late today. I was feeling bored in late afternoon so i went to dig out the scrapbook i got from last year's birthday and continued filling it. Got sian after doing two pages so i gave up haha, that's me. besides, my printer suddenly decided to stop printing so i figured out watching tv was better ^^

Don't know how I'm gonna spend tomorrow afternoon. Probably one, sleep it away or two, wake up and enjoy the quiet afternoon alone. Two sounds better haha. Gonna have dinner with mum at dte tomorrow. (:

[argh my blog has advertisment popups.. ]

Can't wait to guitar with 738s on sunday again!!

2010-02-23T00:52:00.003+08:00

HI! Finally changed my layout cause I've been sticking to it for way too long. Most of the time i just change the picture at the top and stuffs. Though..... its still quite similar. haha kept putting off changing the codes though i already had the picture edited and such cause it takes like..half an hour of sitting in front of the comp and clicking preview after every change for a few-ty times. not to mention, waiting for my trashy computer to load the page again and again at its snail's pace.

(Y), going out with amy tmr! Hopefully we'll end up with something else to do other than shopping and pigging on food (which we will probably end up doing, anyway) haha. Whoo we finally found a 4-day temporary job for an IT fair.(: been searching high and low for such stuffs cause they don't ever bother to publicise in classifieds. Can't wait for it heheheh.

Feeling really sleepy tonight.

i just looked at my leg awhile ago and nooooooo,my calves seem to be getting bigger and bigger hahaha must be too much swaveboarding. nvm.

haha boring wordy post for now. Goodnight! [: wa seriously, my leg is damn achey now(...) getting old liao

2010-02-19T00:43:00.007+08:00

Spent most of today reading true believer and finally finished it. :) Nicholas Sparks books never fail to keep me glued to it from the first page to the last. Gonna start on the next book soon, which is a continuance from this. (Y) Every happening in the book seems surreal, like you're watching everything in the story from a bird's eye view. and that's what is cool about his books.

Random happenings lately:

Gonna meet up with wj and aud tmr afternoon for lunch and a movie. haha better catch enough sleep tonight so i can quickly get rid of the drowsiness im experiencing. I don't wanna feel lethargic the whole day again.

haha sorry but i didnt upload the cny pics. shouldve taken more pictures, i ended up with only a few, and i don't really like them. But its okay, because i'd rather have fun instead of trying to get nice pics. ^^

Yawwwns, Goodnight :) ( God, its 3am already.)

2010-02-17T15:37:00.005+08:00

Hi, I'm sitting in a back corner of bus 31 and I need to pee!! So I thought I might as well do a post so i'll keep my mind off my almost-bursting bladder.Erm... LOL Feeling damn bloated from bbt, hope I can finish my dinner later. Haha time passed relatively fast today and we sold 2 boards :B (which is good for weekdays!)

Adults have gone back to work, children have gone back to school, CNY IS OVER! ]:

Good times really do fly, three days passed ~~in the blink of an eye~~ before i could even blink. Past few days have been fairly enjoyable.(: Tuesday was grandma's death anni, everyone gathered at the temple. Makes me recall the times my grandma would bring us to the temple ( though we are not buddhists) and tell us what to do cause being kids, we didnt know what we had to . my sister and i would ask stuffs like what joss sticks were for and why we couldnt bring them into the hall etc etc. Now, i think everyone who still enjoys the presence of their grandparents shld cherish it and not regret it only after they're gone. Visiting during cny was good(: I will upload some pics soon. Maybe tonight haha

My last toe is hurting alot now! All of a sudden. It feels damn weird I don't know how to explain the feeling. Something like the aftermath of an electric shock( not that I've experienced one before hahah) + pins and needles and cramp. K gonna reach my interchange soon. ^^

Ciaos (HAHA) this was on purpose..

2010-02-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

Half an hour more to cny!cousins and family came over for reunion dinner just now. YUMM. Haha. Just redid my nails awhile ago and I wanna go bathe now but I can't~ this year feels more festive because my house is more crowded. Ah, migraine since I woke up today and my
head is throbbing now as I type. Hopefully it'll be gone by tmr so I can enjoy. Muahahaha.

Aud came over to my house on thu to do out mani/pedi hahah vain vain vain. And I just redid agn just now :/ we had Thai food at dte at 9plus and yoghurt float. Did some shopping ytd and met up with wj, angela and mich.(: miss them alot !!haha. And jul too! Though I just saw her the other day. Hanging out with them feels abit funny cause they've alr started sch but I'm still slacking away. Haha but it's not a bad thing^^

Have a great cny everyone(: and eat lots of goodies till you're FAT hahaha goodgoodnight :D

2010-02-10T23:32:00.008+08:00

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen each other or the amount of time since you've last talked but about that very moment when you're doing something and you wished they were right there with you every time. I miss the feeling of knowing that no matter what, there is someone for me to talk to, whether I'm on cloud nine or in tears.

2010-02-07T01:23:00.003+08:00

Back from one week MIA~ haha aching from head to toe after swaving( swaveboards ) today. And I have a red sole now thanks to my zebra slippers that discolour zzz LOL yay cny is coming in a week and couzs are coming over this year for reunion dinner so I'm quite excited! Can't wait for poly to start too cause I actually feel like studying. Life is always an irony~

I was playing fish food frenzy on bus 196 just now and tilting my phone in a damn exaggerated manner cause my fish is gonna become bigger in just a bittt. Then a woman had to look at me oddly and had no choice but to stop playing haha my fish was so big already :C gonna dl more games so I can play at night when I can't slp muahaha.

Ok Im really in need of some good sleep and it beats me typing nonsense here. Haha gooodnightz (:
(I really hate tapping ezlink when getting down buses!!!cause I know I'll keep forgetting. But now, I don't have a choice anymore haha. Shouldn't have started this bad habit.LOL But 8/10ppl don't too~)

2010-01-29T00:24:00.005+08:00

ARE YOU HUNGRY??? HAHA
K, this was mom's. i know it doesnt look that appetising but its the only picture that looks decent. haha the rest looked as if..they were attacked by pigs. The teapot soup tasted like chicken essence+mushroom+crap. Snowcrab prawns and mussels was slurps :)

haha and we had coke+tadpoles. not literally tadpoles of course, the dessert kind of tadpoles. After that, shopped around suntec and citylink for a long time TO DIGEST LOL.

@ suntec kuishinbo

Got work again tmr. and tmr's tmr. Haha nevermind, at least aud is gonna be there too for the next two days so i have company! [:

My eyes have been itching damn badly for the whole week. Sometimes i look as if im gonna dig my eyeballs out when i rub them. haha

GUDNIGHT. off to sleep :) (helppp,7 more hours only)

2010-01-25T01:37:00.008+08:00

Some pictures from dad & wanjings's birthday

Haha my hair was still so long during wj's birthday! its about a finger shorter now or more. But no more unhealthy split ends :) Oh yeah and i just collected my specs today. I think i look nerdy in them hahaha. and something funny happened

Man: ok come you try and put it on see if its okay

Me: -wears specs- 'eh mommy why not clear one. so blurrr~ its like..even blurer then not wearing at all. they make wrong degree isit. '

Mom:You sure or not..

Man: (surprised) cant be leh..

Me: Its looks..kinda misty

Man: Wait, girl let me try cleaning it

-he cleans and i put it on again-

Me: a-hah HAHAHAHA ITS CLEAR ALREADY

Everyone: CHEYYYY. HAHAHA

Went to pets farm & aquarium @ farmway with mom sis and nicky today. Had great fun :) The golden retriever puppy was damn cutttttte. heheh. Then we went blading at PRP for an hour and had dinner at kallang airport. Yumz. Cant wait for school to open, i'm slacking too much. haha two more months to work and buy stuffs for school~ Yawns, its getting close to two. Gotta wake up at 8 for work tmr. ]: goodnight.

p/s: tag me if you're bored!

2010-01-24T03:00:00.008+08:00

( haha you can totally skip this post unless you're bored/sleepless like me or want to continue reading)

I found my way here again~ Been blogging really late at night before I sleep recently. Haha somehow, before I sleep every night, a hundred of thoughts and images surface my mind..unless I'm really tired and fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow. Feeling a bunch of mixed emotions now. I've found happiness in everyday life again, having a whale of a time with friends and families, but on nights like this.. I really hate what i'm feeling inside. It's like as if I've been brought back by a time machine all over again. I know I'll be alright again tmr like i always do but I don't like lying in bed, sleepless and feeling sad while listening to songs that I can relate to. Sometimes I wake up all of a sudden in the night from a dream. There's no way I can put that kind of feeling into words because it's a mixture of nostalgia, helplessness and disappointment. I think it's weird and a wonder how it happens especially when I'm in a state which I can fall back asleep any minute. I don't like days when I feel nostalgic because I'm reminded that there won't be another of such days. Have you ever thought about something and you feel it happening all over again though it's been ages. Well,.. I have. But I know all this is inevitable and perhaps alot of people are in the same predicament as me but there are no rainbows without rain. I'll be looking forward to better days. Meanwhile I should just get my slp and stop boring you people to death. Haha bye dudes.( you actually finished reading a whole paragraph of wordiness)'veNom

Been long since I'm no longer waiting for a frienship to be mended. I don't have the courage to take a first step because I don't want to disappoint myself again and I can no longer find a reason why it'd work out. .i've had my share of bad days and I don't wanna live them ever again or risk it. I've never been down because of what I'm supposed to be but because I lost a friend. It's the worst that could ever happen in a friendship. It is. (but I don't blame anyone for it, never once) sometimes things just happen because no one bothers to find a proper solution. I'd care to find one but I won't wait anymore. Sometimes I wonder, do you? I'd never get an answer but sometimes that's just how life is.

2010-01-22T01:09:00.003+08:00

Waiting for dad to come back with supper and I'm surfing around aimlessly now to kill time. Downloaded a couple of songs minutes ago but my music folder in my phone is really limited cause I haven't been able to find a day when I'm not a lazy bum and connect to iTunes. Supper is surely
gonna make me sleepy tmr. Tmr( actually today since it's pass 12 hahah) is mom's birthday!! Going to shop and pig on food in the afternoon and have dinner with sis aft her sch. Slurps~ (jol and Amy don't laugh secretly, I know kkkkk LOL)Cant wait for Guo xin nian!!. Blog is getting so mundane haha post some pictures soon. For now,

Goodnight! ^^

2010-01-19T00:25:00.004+08:00

It's 12.38am and I'm in a semi-conscious state(the lights are off and making me damn sleepy) typing a bunch of words on my phone.haha. Just removed part of the post from sat's post in case anyone is wondering why it's gone. And it's because of one of the reasons I've mentioned before- I had a gd sleep and woke up thinking it sounded abit too emotional. Sometimes certain things bother me but it's not like I can't eat sleep and shit properly or I'm sad because of them so I guess I shouldn't make it sound like it's a big matter haha. yea troubled does not equal sad!!! Haha Keeping a diary and blogging are different things though they serve roughly the same purpose. I rmb myself scribbling into funny small notebooks when I was young recalling how injustified I felt that day cause my parents were scolding me etc and then when it came to upper primary I tore off some pages cause I thought they sounded childish and today, I'm missing the kind of privacy we used to have while writing in little notebooks bcos if you hid them well, they'd make the best listening ears ever. Feeling quite sleepy but I don't know why I couldn't fall asleep so I'm lying in bed listening to music while typing this.

Yesterday, Juline, Audrey, Liang rong and I went prawning and we were so great that we only caught15 prawns total in 2 hours hahah. But it's okay because it's the experience and fun that counts plus the BBQ was good. (: And we ended up chatting and eating there till past midnight. LOL

Had fun Playing guitar and singing with ml jol and Amy today. Haha and other stuffs like eating curly fries and yoghurt icecream at whitesands. Many many toppings=still not enough!! Why are cu rly fries so tasty and addictive~

k time to sleep, my playlist just ended and I don't feel like listening to it again so goodnight people!(: have a great day.
P/s: my mom is gonna bring me to payah lebar on Thursday to make speccs cause I told her I'd become a one-eyed monster if I continued delaying it. HAHA but damn -.- cause I think I will end up getting one with no degrees for my right eye.

2010-01-17T00:21:00.009+08:00

Today was a good day(:

& I just got my new guitar today. haha Yay no more ugly discoloured fretboard, no more super high actions.i was deciding between some dontknowwhat&danny guitar- and maestro and ended up getting the latter cause the danny brand had a light coloured fretboard and it looked abit awkward. hahah k its jack&danny. i actually googled it -.- LOL amy and i walked like 100000m today. Ice cream chef was far from the bus stop we dropped at (obviously the wrong one) so we had to drag our feet under the blazing hot sun and with an empty stomach. sucks to be hungry haha.

we had dinner at raffles city and it was slurps. but too bad we didnt have Xiao long bao ): haha. Oh and we met a group of thai men. k their uniform looks abit similar to a security guard's. and then he was like 'piiicture?~' after 5 seconds i figured out he wanted us to help him take a picture. then just when i was about to reach out my hand for the camera a few other men came over next to us and he just snapped a pic of all of us. we were too stunned we just stood there and waited for the camera to be done before scurrying off. weird and wth. haha

Time to sleep. gotta wake up early tomorrow, goodnight :)
Prawning tmr/monday. sounds good.

2010-01-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

Finally i can use my desktop again!! this feels good.
except the fact that im having a sneezing marathon.. again... hahah weird, im sneezing so hard when i stop, i can feel my heartbeat in my head. there's a molehill-becoming-mountain pile of used tissue right next to me now but i'm too lazy to reach for the dustbin.

Msn is still crap but at least i get to use it..

Yup anyway, results are already out. People have jumped for joy, people have cried their hearts out.To those who didnt meet their expectations or didnt do as well, dont lose hope. always know that no matter what, its important to know that its not always the outcome which matters entirely. For every failure, there's an alternative cause of action. You just have to find it. When you come to a roadblock, take a detour (: Its often hard for others to understand, but as long as you know you've done and given your best, there isnt room for regret or disappointment.

thinking really hard about where i wanna go. I guess many people are in the same dilemma as me. To take the route which you really want for yourself, or to take the one which makes everyone happy and is safe/guaranteed/ highly looked upon by others. Sometimes, having choices might not be a good thing. but perhaps after all the reasoning, i'll come to realise what i want. of course, something that'll be good for me in future. thats for sure, but sometimes there're bound to be people who won't have faith in your decisions no matter your reasons. yeah, that sucks.

haha k enough of shit and words. i feel really sleepy and crappy now,
goodnight :)

2010-01-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

shit, i kept teasing juline now i think i'll be the one who wont be able to sleep tonight. haha fortunately my eyes are damn sleepy now so hopefully i will be gone in dreamland at the count of 10. Goodnight people, all the best to anyone who's collecting results tmr (:
God bless my hair won't get caught LOLL ( k i think wont la-.-) if not, runnnnnnnnnnnn.

2010-01-09T23:01:00.008+08:00

^(this pic looks nice as a whole but it makes us look ghastly :C )

Hiii. i finally get to touch a proper computer. haha i sound much like a deprived kid. Brian came over to fix the desktop but apparently its not fixed yet cause the power supply needs to be replaced. hahah must have been due to months of using my toe&being lazy instead of shutting the comp down the conventional way.

went to tp with jol, ml and amy ytd. it was quite an eye opener to be honest la cause i know nuts about the school. and then bugis with amy at night. whoo& i found what i wanted(:

all the way to dover for SP open house today. nothing much haha. trained and overshot till kembangan just now and hated that i felt damn helpless cause i couldnt turned my phone on and had no idea if juline reached already.so i ended up scurrying around the station every few minutes trying to spot her. i think i sound damn stupid haha.

btww,to those who're intending to get an iphone,..imho it really isnt as magnificent as it sounds. the downside is that the battery runs dry in two days or less and everytime i switch it off i find that it cant be turned back on till i reach home and connect it to the bloody computer. left me 'phoneless' on 3 different days. not to mention that its really troublesome to even use bluetooth for sending pics/songs. haha nevertheless.... the apps are fun so if you dont mind the cons i guess its okay. (:

LOL anw, i just saw this pic again in my phone from work that day.hahhahah k nothing related to work at all because its (i bet more than half of you didnt know......)
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same same but different.
so..are you O.O/ :S/ HAHHAHAHA?
anyway, hope you people had a good laugh for the day.yeah genuinely, both are me HAHA
do you believe me now if i tell you that i was once a fatty hahah.

i think im gonna regret posting this.
k enough of embarassment LOL
goodnight(:

2010-01-02T19:43:00.008+08:00

Just came back from dinner with cousins and family(: been a long time since we last ate together haha. Argh.. down with flu today and I've a horribly itchy throat now(...) I haven't typed a sentence without sneezing at least twice.what a way to start the 2nd day of a new year.today doesn't feel like a Saturday except that my cousins were here.

I'll slp early for once tonight since I have work@ ECP tmr.I'll regret tmr not slping earlier tonight for sure haha. Hopefully by the time I wake up my flu will be gone or it'll be damn sickening struggling with a drippy nose. Gotta wake up real early tmr so,goodnight!(: (phew, took ages to type two paragraphs all because of my faulty computer.) my nose really hurts from all the sneezing/tissue-rubbing!! LOL :C

have a good night/day all(:
random: I think I should visit the hairdresser soon hahahah

2010-01-01T15:35:00.004+08:00

HELLOO

late pic from wj's birthday. (:

more@fb

Havent been blogging lately cause my desktop has gone crazyy. When i punch the power button, it doesnt respond anymore haha. and it still doesnt. (using sis' laptop now while she's out) for now i can only survive with my phone net.

Woke up at 2 today and the first thought which came to my mind was 'wow, its 2010. cant believe it.' time flies, especially with ~~this~~ last year being a hell of a hard work and not to forget, all the fun. Am looking forward alot to a new year, to start anew and hopefully making more out of my life. Time to put all the past behind myself and be happier. I don't know how to explain what i'm feeling now, haha. no, i'm not down or anything.

Don't have any big resolutions for the new year. All i'm hoping for now is for myself, friends and family to have a great year ahead. more happy days, less rainy days. [:

I'm really grateful to everyone who's been in my life for the past year. Friends making my days better, crazzzier and family always being there for me especially during the exam periods when there were times i lost hope and felt down. I couldnt imagine life without you people. nevertheless though 2009 has been 70% mugging and 30% fun and nonsense, i'm glad it taught me much. things that can be seen and things that only i myself learnt about. everytime i smiled or shed a tear, it helped to remind me of the people whom i should cherish more and the ones i ought to forget. to think of it, all the days spent hardcore studying with friends wasnt that bad at all. i'm sure it'll be contributing more or less(hopefully) to a happy us on results day.

Little of the past few months havent been too great but they're over so its worth a smile. and to aud, thank you for listening and being there during the tough times. Though we havent been giving each other much of constructive advices (ahahaha) but just by understanding, you know it helped. haha i'm sure there will be muchMUCH better days ahead awaiting us, i'm sure (: and 738s, love you all always! and i saw a figurine on aud's table that day which said ' FRIENDS NEVER DRIFT APART (:' and i thought it sounded really true. haha

Enough of reminiscing about the year haha. Its a BRAND NEW year and 2009 is gone!!(which is something i'm quite glad about) Spending new year day at home today and though it kinda sucks, its still a good day (: haha.

2009-12-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

haha i was so tired when i reached home but after bathing just now i cant sleep anymore. rolling on my chair now to move around the room cause my legs are so tired/lazy. having a really bad headache which doesnt help at all and i regret drinking coke cause it made me awake. sigh no more good sleep~

holidays are zooming and so is year 2009. gotta enjoy the last bit.

what shall i do now? log off blogger, use my toe to off the comp and busk in air con.
goodnight people (:

2009-12-14T16:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was well spent with aud (: had lunch before going to marina bay and fortunately, the weather was good. not too hot, not too gloomy, all just nice. hung around the area for awhile for inspirations for the flag design and had good dinner at bugis. okay, enough of mundane stuffs.

haha been waking up & sleeping early recently but i guess its good cause i can hardly keep awake by 12+ so goodbye to insomnia. Looking forward to going out with my couz and sis, mum's steamboat on wednesday (yeah we always have it for no reason, whenever we feel like having it) and ice skating with 73888s.

weekdays are great. at least the tv programmes are interesting. nice.

Feeling good these few days and i've realised there are many things in life that are worth being happy. and yeah, i cant help but agree with mj that no matter how you spend your days, being upset or happy, they're still gonna pass so why not live to the fullest? and..it doest matter whether others are ever gonna understand because just as long as you understand yourself, thats enough. its amazing they make alot of sense although i didnt exactly say anything much.

2009-12-11T23:13:00.003+08:00

Bus day! jolyn and i had so much of long bus rides today other than mrt-ing to orchard. felt pretty nauseous cause the buses were jerking like hell as usual. pretty good day though we didnt really manage to get any stuffs. haha kinda wasted the cabbing.so..we took three mode of transports altogether. haha

had dinner at ehub and we were wondering if we'd see estalla working haha but well..we didnt~ had a good cold bath when i reached home and watched tv with my comforter lying on the sofa. nice.(and the new body wash smells nice LOL)

can't wait to slp tonight haha im dead beat from all the walking and shopping.

the sky was beautiful when i went out in the afternoon and somehow it made me feel really good. i kind of like sunny weathers now.

gooodnight people [:

2009-12-08T23:57:00.005+08:00

@ aud's house on sunday

hahaha finally packed my room today and my mom is over the moon because the table is empty and neat now. never has it been like this. packed books and stuffs to be thrown away/given to my cousin. whoo so much space when i'm using the computer now (Y)

k now i shall go watch the SI i taped just now. byeeeeeeee

&finally going out tmr anddd i'm gonna give up the job at breeks. no point waiting till they find an outlet thats recruiting. haha

for now, i shall enjoy the freeeedom of holidays. and get out of the house to have some fun.WHO WANTS TO GO OUTTT?? ((:

2009-12-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

sigh i don't like my computer curfew, haha
i hate lying on my bed trying to fall asleep then getting up to find out there's nothing else to watch on tv and going back to bed again.

i heard a song today by 98 degrees which was really meaningful.

2009-12-05T22:57:00.004+08:00

Another homie day

woke up one hour late in the morn cause i set my alarm at p.m. instead of a.m. bus 34 was taking so long and the weather wasnt helping at all. got to airport 15 minutes late but fortunately there was another girl in front of me so it didnt really matter that i was late. she looked really familiar,somehow.

ahhhhh i dont wanna be posted to ngee ann city. travelling=sux.
so..by tmr i'll know where. crosses finger.

it was still early so i decided to go down to simei to get some baking stuffs and put the oven thats has been rotting in the kitchen since last year to good use. (: the cookies turned out really ugly and out of shape but.. icing always saves the day. forgot the icing recipe so i just kept adding egg white then sugar then egg white then sugar again x10 until it felt right. haha ended up throwing away like 9/10 of the icing though i really didnt make alot.

gonna give away most of the cookies though i know its really early for christmas.
HAHA AND I WAS JUMPING IN MY HEAD WHEN I SAW SIMEI NTUC SELLING FRUITY PEBBLES. (AMY SEE THISS???) but i didnt buy them in the end cause i didnt have much $ left after buying all the stuffs and lunch plus it came in a really big packet. ]: fruity pebbles+ice cream is the best thing ever. argh regret. if not i'll be having mango ice cream with that now~

k aunt's back at my house since yesterday so mum set a computer curfew. back to switching off the comp at 12am everyday again. its okay, i guess i should start sleeping earlier too or im gonna get worse headaches.

have a good night all. C:

2009-12-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

howdyyy
today feels like just any other day. gloomy weather, thinking about what to have for dinner and me sitting in front of the computer, again. hopefully i'll be able to adjust my body clock after sleeping at 11 yesterday. i've got no idea why, i was just feeling damn lethargic plus a bad headache, like how i always do before i fall sick but thankfully, im not. {:

gonna go for an interview tmr at airport and hopefully it'll be worth dragging myself out of the house at noon. getting really bored at home and even if i get the job i'll still have 3 days free for going out and stuffs so whoo~ wouldnt mind working full time for the sake of cash but nah.. i don't wanna end up getting myself busy instead of loosening up during hols.

mum's out today so it means a dinner-less me. a half-petrified me fed kibby just now cause nobody's home and the poor rabbit was waiting at the door of the cage with a long neck for foodie. i remember the time it ran at full speed and crashed into my hand full of pellets and i decided to feed it from the top. HAHA pouring down scoopfulls of food from the top of the cage.he must have been wondering why there were showers of food up from above.k sounds damn retarded.. but i don't have a choice since i've always been a retard at keeping pets. anyway, thats why i don't ever keep one though they can be cute but i'm scared of them. okay maybe if i had kept one it would be a different story, i dont know.

im wishing i could teleport all over singapore and have my fav food for dinner. slurp. ignore my wild imagination,for now i think i'll just spend the rest of the night with an empty stomach and hoping my mum would come back with some snacks later.

goodbyee
*nicce, my mum's gonna buy dinner back on the way later. haha even though its almost 9, beats having nothing at all ;)

yesterday night i was deiberating, could i risk it again?

2009-12-02T22:36:00.003+08:00

came across a nice picture so.. new blogskin. :)
hahah where can i get a music player? someone give me a web suggestion! alot of websites have only limited songs. :'(
boring dayy bored me.

2009-12-01T22:29:00.006+08:00

back from celebrating shuqi's birthday with minlin and jolyn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! (:

we wanted to catch twilight to kill time but tampines wasnt showing yet so sq,jol and i bused to airport. and we

took

the

wrong

damn

bus.

nice one. at least 20/30 minutes of bus ride. in the wrong direction haha. shuqi left first so she practically travelled from her house to an unknown random punggol bus stop where we stopped to change bus and back home again. jol and i went airport to hunt for jobs. haha and we were creeped out by a cranky supervisor at a bookstore. tried a few places and went back to t1 for dinner.

now i'm thinking maybe i dont wanna search anymore. but i really wanna get some stuffs so..i dont know~ can't wait to sleep all the way till tomorrow afternoon and start my rotting routine all over again & go to the bank with mom to change my a/c address.(4 years after we moved house -.- haha ) its gonna be boring i know but i swear it beats hunting for jobs. tiring man. hopefully i'll have something to do other than going out with belle & jol on friday or my butt is gonna rot from sitting in front of the comp.

i'm so bored right now,

toodles.

this is a beautiful picture.

i've always been afraid of uncertainties-

waking up and not knowing what tomorrow holds. i don't like to hold myself back but sometimes they say, the higher you go the harder you fall and thats what i'm scared of.

i really am.

but i'm not going to be pessimistic(: because i don't wanna wake up one day regretting what i should've done. i'm still uncertain about many stuffs but life is really short,its time to have the courage to make more mistakes, be sillier, and travel lighter.

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive.

this is true.

i just happened to come across this and its quite meaningful. this is for anyone who's going through a storm right now,

'When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.'

2009-11-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
It ends tonight
Tomorrow is a new beginning. [:
I'm so glad now.

2009-11-20T19:43:00.023+08:00

Hi. I'm damn awake now and i regret sleeping at 2 and waking up at 3.30pm. i know the cycle is gonna repeat, argh i don't wanna get insomnia again. you can guess i'm probably gonna type some rubbish here again but yeah well..it helps to kill time keep me occupied so why not. haha this post is gonna be longg, so maybe you don't wanna continue reading it unless you're bored like me. the weather is so gloomy again and i don't like it one bit because it makes me think alot. I don't know why though, haha.

Anw,something funny/weird happened to me in the afternoon while i was washing my hair. i was just scrubbing like usual and suddenly i saw a guitar pick floating amongst the foamy water on the floor. and for a moment my eyes went O.O and i got a little freaked out but after awhile i guessed it could have gotton stuck to my hair while i was slping. its not surprising since i always leave random stuffs lying on my bed/under my pillow unintentionally.

am still not hungry yet though its 8. had really late lunch at 5.30 just now but there's still dinner so i guess i'll keep that for supper. hopefully i won't get gastric again :s

youtubing at the moment to kill time. i feel happy whenever i hear a good song or one that has really good lyrics. it feels..i don't know what i should use to describe it. comforting maybe?

you know whot,. they always say our body works at one but if that's true why is it always that our mind and heart are always in a conflict. perhaps everyone will feel this at some point in their life or perhaps some already felt it over and over again in their lives. there're just too many things that we will never come to understand and i guess sometimes we just have to get used to life being that way because i've learnt that guessing will bring you nowhere. but the truth is always that time never heals, it only immunes us.

i used to wonder how people could blog on and on about their feelings and stuffs. but now perhaps i could understand. sometimes it doesnt matter if anyone is reading, it doesnt matter if people will ask what you're refering to or anything, it doesnt matter if you're gonna delete it in a day or so after you've had a good sleep and realised you typed something that sounds a little too emotional. whatever it may be, most of the time its only because it helps to make you feel a little better when you feel like you can let out some of what's troubling you and perhaps it could help someone who's feeling the same feel a little better too. sometimes when i read what others feel, it comforts me to know that i'm not the only one who feels that way or has ever felt that way.

there are many things that are so close to the heart that we always find it hard to tell someone about. its neither that there is no one to listen nor they're not close enough to know about such things. sometimes it is that hard that it seems almost impossible.or maybe too confusing that even you yourself don't know how to put it across. i guess the latter makes more sense. it is tooo much easier to just say i'm okay and keep it to yourself. haha yeah if you've ever felt the same way then you get what i mean. at times i feel lucky that i can tell my problems to God. He listens, he keeps your secrets and he offers a solution, even if you may not realise. haha k now,i'm not trying to be holy moly or anything.

i always tell myself that there'll always be another better day. perhaps you may think its childish but it works for me. stops me from brooding over stuffs and making the most out of every day because you never know when is your last.

sometimes i feel lost and empty. i wonder what life is really about. i wonder if i'll grow out of all these.(!!!) i wonder what's ahead of me when i open up my eyes sleepily in the morning everyday. i wonder if tomorrow or the future will be a better day.

but after all these years of living, I've learnt, life is not about regretting what you've done or what you should've done but being thankful for whatever good memories you've had before even if they are too trivial to matter to others. Forget the bad times, or maybe keeping them aside for the rest of your life may seem like a better/easier solution because they're hard to forget.

there are many things that we draft out in our mind, what we'd say if we could just speak about them.if we didnt have to be afraid of how others would feel, if we even had the courage to pour it all out. then we get the impulse to say it all out, all at once. but we never have a chance to say them. either chickened out,figure that we shouldnt start a problem when everything seems good or wake up from a sleep thinking that it was just a silly thought.and its a wonder how humans can convey what they feel in words like 'i love you' but the times we think of somebody, before you sleep, while you were in the middle of doing or something or while walking past an old place, they will never come to know of it.they'll never get a hint of it even. there are times i thought how great life would be if we could read other's mind but then again if this was possible, wouldnt the world be in a chaos?

k this is getting really longg. i'm not sad or anything and i guess whoever who's reading has had enough of my typing. haha. goodbye for now and feel free to speak on the tagboard. this site is dyingg~~ i'll update still whenever i'm free so its not dead yet. :) now, i think i should go get my dinner. have a good day/night everyone [:

though it hasnt been perfect, i don't regret them and never will. they may be the past but i'll remember them always,i know. i'm down it turned out like this but from what i see there isnt going to be a turning point and i know shouldnt wait for miracles to happen anymore because they most probably wont. i don't like it when i wake up feeling disappointed because it was just a dream. i guess its really time for me to stop feeling this way.i've said before its going to be hard, but im gonna have to try my best, though it isnt that i havent tried.(i've lost track of how many times i've edited this because i still feel that i can't express what im feeling exactly)i know at the end of the day i'll still be waiting though, and hoping that a time machine would bring me back to the past, hoping that all these free time that i have now could be channelled back to make up for the loss. i keep thinking perhaps i had a chance but i lost it admist all the busyness or i didnt know how to deal with it yet and it won't be back again.or maybe sometimes, things just change.and the maybes could go on forever. and i hate it that im still holding on to everything and not being able to do anything about it.i miss you.(and hopefully this is gonna be the last time i feel this way)i don't see the point of changing this to super-mini font size because people will end up copy-pasting them and seeing it still in the end.

anw everyone should listen to thisss
the melody is beautiful and it never fails to make me tear when i listen to it alone.
it wasnt easy for me to say all this but i feel so much better.

2009-11-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

Phew, decided to connect my black keyboard back again cause it works best. my fingers can type at such ease now~ haha don't really feel like blogging about prom cause the cyber atmosphere is so prommy now but anw yeah, it was good :) except for the parts the waitress kept blocking our views and distributing dishes at the wrong time. and the rain..which made everything a little more troublesome.

amy came over after we had lunch at ehub(yea horse again) and we happily watched two/three episodes of growing up until we had enough of it then started changing and stuffs. tight for time at the end but luckily there were green cabs.available ones i mean

freaked out in the cab cause my lousy black rubberband that people use in pri schools snapped and i didnt expect it/had no spares/didnt know whot to do. if i let down my hair it would pretty much look like maggie mee, i bet. cab driver's stretchy red rubber band came to the rescue.
amy and i: WAH LUCKYYYYYY..
me:*heaves a huge sigh of relief*

good food,good people, good performances, good entertainment. what else could be better :)
we didnt reach v early so didnt really have time to hang around and stuffs before the night started. the whole night passed damn fast but i think i'd rmb the night for a long time even though it was as if the clock turned 5 times faster. seriouslyyyyyyyy

k i know its getting boring with no pictures but i havent got them +im lazy to upload cause there's tons ( not exactly actually :/) but still, everybody looked good yesterday and it was fun. i guess i dont need to elaborate more~ haha

kk i've been typing this like since 10pm and chatting on msn with 738s trying to multitask badly and failing. ghahah.

goodbye for now (: (walao my paragraphing is spoilt again,irritatingg)

2009-11-17T01:10:00.008+08:00

whee-o-weet hi

finally back home,bathed and my knees and ankles are hurting like mad.went out for a good 12 hours today and we were damn exhausted and slided around malls again. haha i swear i couldnt care less about looking unglam or smth cause i felt like my legs could snap anytime

didnt realllyyy get ALOT of stuffs but somehow our wallets just went empty after a whole day. this reminds me of the omelette rice slurps~ah i wanna eat it now again. J.CO yog ice cream is nice and so were the donut and ice chocolate. k enough about food haha

amy's coming over to paint our nails tomorrow haha so girlyy but sounds fun. [;
anw i think she's gonna get sick of seeing me LOL

argh and i need to learn how to walk properly and stop tripping. i hope i dont end up falling flat on my face one day and smash my nose.that would be disastrous..
some pics from my cmi phone cam. rest in amy's weird vvvibrating cam still.

my mom is gonna love this cause my table looks much neater. i can't believe i bought pink out of alll the colours. amy must have chanted into my right ear.. and.i dont really like using it cause its like not sensitive at all~ moral of the story:black ugly bulky keyboards are the best. but since this is silent and i will be a nice sis and not annoy my sis with the noisy plastic keyboard when she's aslp.

ok im tired of typing. felt like i used 1000J of engery to type this. and i backspaced more than 30 times already.

cant stand it anymore my eyes are closing.

gooooodnight im gonna go have good slp :)

bet i'll be still on the comp by 2+am though.

hungryyyyyyyyyy

(yesss man, blogger's spacing is finally working)

2009-11-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont, and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes you life, let it.

true enough {:

2009-11-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

hey
today marks the end of slacking cause i'm gonna start revising for mcq tmr though i think its damn stupid hahah. i can't wait for everything to end. its been long enough mugging and i'm tired of it. i'm glad it passed fast once it started(so what jingzhi said was really true[: )the past month has been slow and torturous haha okay i wouldnt say exactly torturous because its actually rather..bearable. but i hate it when i feel like i'll fall asleep like a dead log but once my head hits the pillow, bam im awake. i've got no idea why though, even if im really really tired.

it's been a month or so since i last revived this place,other than ytd. so anw, today we went to give amy a birthday surprise and..HAHA sorry for making your room messier than before.hope you enjoyed yourself haha. had a good lunch and dinner with belle,minlin,jolyn and shuqi:)and this suddenly reminds me of the weird guy righ behind us(to be more exact,right behind jolyn LOL) at the escalator who said 'hi everybardy *big grins*' which saw all of us fleeing from t1 all the way to the mrt station.it was goosebumsy.

we lazed around on amy's bed and played with crappy beads and taking nonsense pictures to entertain ourselves. finally got to hang out with 738s again after sooo long (:

it doesnt feel like its 11.45 now. reached home at 8+ just now and it felt like it was 9+/10. walked home from mall after accompanying jolyn to get her shades and found myself walking+stoning while listening to mp3 all the way home. walking home alone always makes me think alot. k la i wont digress anymore or this post is gonna be never-ending haha

my eyes are tired but i don't feel like sleeping yet/my mind isnt sleepy so somebody tell me howszx?

goodnight.
(sorry for the abrupt ending~ haha my fingers don't feel like moving anymore)

2009-11-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

hi
i was bored so i thought i might as well come round here to update on a bit(: eating cheese meatballs on a rainy day is slurpz and i just had the best nap in this month! slept for 2 hours and ignored my alarm for three times while the rain was pouring outside. {:

whoooooooo i'm here to say, i can finally get a life soon. HAHA i can't even remember the last time i stepped out of the house. gonna catch a movie with jolyn and amy tmr after their 'last paper'. whoo cant wait! :D

kkkkkkkk i'm damn bored goodbye. (: hahah

anw, just a good song to share^^
i couldn't find a better video of it since the html of other one was disabled
i love this songg

2009-09-22T18:08:00.006+08:00

hi (: (no more i'm back, hahaha)

terribly cold weather outside but it's nice. boring afternoon at home but fortunately sis is buying dinner back later so yeah at least i don't be dinner howszxszx? again.just finished doing 5 chapts from poa tys and i don't feel like starting on something else at the moment so..its time to unwind~

haha youtubed the song aud told me about in sch today and its a good song but i hate the way the lyrics seem to make so much senssse.sometimes thats just the way life is, you don't always have the privilege of having choices, but it isnt the end of the world.haha i find it damn amazing how lyrics from numerous songs,in general, are able to speak the many everyday feelings that overwhelm everyone.they're like voices of people from all walks of life.i guess that's just what they're for maybe ~ *shrugs* --stops grandma story--

got back results for most subjects today and went rather well.whoo for chem :)maybe afterall, mrs lim does work wonders.

goodbye(:

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus:]
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus]

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

[Chorus]

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

2009-09-12T02:00:00.003+08:00

haha updating for the first in a trillionth years again & i think it'll be the last till sometime late this year. hate insomnia during holidayssss D: anw, this entire week has been mundane and im stuck in a study-sleep cycle. i've got practically nothing interesting to say.

cant wait to prelims to be over though studying is not that much of a dread to me anymore.

just received last payment notice for tuition this year~whoo let's countdown amy! HAHA 6 more tuitions to go. okay nah...6 has better got to be decreasing at a negative rate.

so just now i actually stepped out of the house to get something from tm. then bought bbt which was really filling somehow and 3-ed to tuition.

finally yawned

haha,
Goodnight. gastric and insomnia could just be the worst combination ever

2009-07-14T21:49:00.008+08:00

hi !
HAHAH ytd afternoon sis and mom were packing the store room then we finally found our huge box of albums with all the pictures. so we started browsing and laughing at them. They havent seen light ever since we moved house. Good times, really.

and later at the bottom you'll see my sister with our uber big collection of soft toys in our old house. Haha i think they're all in africa or somewhere now cause my aunt helped donate them to an organisation. everything from garfield to doraemon, bears to pigs, clowns to banana-in-pyjamas. and the funny thing is, most of them came in pairs. haha you know..kids..

with our fav doraemon from dad.

i remember, this is MAGIC LAND. some sort of arcade at...i dont know where. but arcades then were very different.

min lin now you see it! HAHA the mangosteen outside your house i always told you about. I guess this playground has been there for more than a decade.

cheeky.

sorry i dont know what happened and i can't put spacing between the paragraph. goodlucky reading..

this picture reminds me of the time we were so eager to go to a dragon playground in a neighbourhood when we drove past it and we kinda begged our father to stop the car. HAHA and he did. excited all the way, climbing up, couldnt wait to slide down... only to find that it wasnt slippery at all. so we literally had to drag out butts down the slide till we reached the bottom, which felt like it was never gonna end. so we left the place, satisfied :) thats how children are i guess. Loll

comical days 101. haha

whoo this helped to kill my boredom. kay thats all for now :] finally finished revising poa today and attempted abit of geog. yay. i hope i wont become looney by the end of o levels. HAHA

started the day with a frightening morning. I dont know why this seems to always happen to me. its not the first or second time. hahah what do you do if after bathing, suddenly you see this big fat juicy lizard gripping dangerously on the toilet door? yeah,freak out. I'm not really super afraid of lizards but after all these times, i think i do.

spotted a toilet broom and i was exhilarated cause i thought it'll do the job. but NO, it refused to budge. slammed the broom onto the door a few timesstanding at least 2m away. but it had only moved less than 10CM. so...desperate for help i shouted for my mum but she was in the room and nobody heard me. hahah as if the useless broom wasnt enough. sprayed water from damn far away, and it did no help either. finally i decided to be brave, grabbed my towel, covered my big head, opened the door and dashed straight out,cursing that fat piece of shit. PHEW.

end of my exciting day, goodbye. haha I pray it'll never ever happen to me again cause i wasted 10 mins being stuck in the toilet(!!!) hope their eggs get burnt in the lightbulbs like they used to!

2009-07-13T22:16:00.006+08:00

To realize the value of ten years,
Ask a newly-divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years,
Ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year,
Ask a student who failed a grade

To realize the value of one month,
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week,
Ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour,
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute,
Ask a person who has just missed the train

To realize the value of one second,
Ask a person Who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond,
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

sounds cliche, but wow .

2009-07-12T17:22:00.004+08:00

zoom, its sunday again.

Sucks to wake up early..I need some good sleep to fight another week. Well..now i can really see myself being stuck in a cycle. I just cant wait for all these to end. Trying hard not to feel this way because the battle hasn't even begun. haha

Watched the notebook yesterday and today and it's a good movie. was watching nick&norah's indefinite playlist just now before my computer decided to play pranks on me and it was loading and buffering every 3 secs i gave up when the show was halfway through. hopefully it'll load later on!

Sis and Mum just came back from the vet at amk awhile ago.I hope he's gonna be alright..

tired of this mundane life. goodbye for now haha

2009-07-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

Phew, I'm glad its friday.
long week~ ah how come when there's school it feels like eternity for a week to pass. All that i cant think of now is - i -cant-wait-to-sleep. still not quite used to slping/waking up early.

whoo can finally throw chem stuffs out of my head. today was bad. had a bad flu and i swear i was in serious lack of tissue paper. ok i'm not running a fever so i guess im safe, haha. tuition passed fast then home. napped for 45 minutes before tuition and i really couldnt get up till i saw the clock it was 6.15 and i havent even bathed and dig out my notebook.

buddy hoagies with amy and jolyn on thursday! hope she likes the pinata which we painstakingly took 3 days to complete.hahah it was tough..so tough that it couldnt break open.HAHA so jolyn ended up ripping it apart instead.

its been a long week, and whoo finally the weekends :]
haha okay i shall get going, sleepy and bored.

goodbye! have a nice wk ahead. (:
guess i wont be back too soon, hahaha

2009-06-26T00:11:00.007+08:00

Btw, sis and I finally launched our blogshop:D

Nice stuffs and all! brand new instocks.

Do take a look@:

http://hartstown.livejournal.com/

2009-06-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

Heyo. Today is nice caussse there's no sun!
got woken up early in the morning by an annoying neighbour. >:/

totally couldnt open my eyes but dragged myself to open door in the end. the way he talked annoyed the hell out of me. mum woke up to check out the aircon from downstairs and there were only a few drops of water once in awhile though he exagerated as if the water washed his curtains or flooded his entire house.

went back to slp till 3. did one amaths practice paper in the living rm just now which made my butt ache by the time i finished. nutella bread for dinner since i had late lunch. i think sis and i are addicted to it,hahaha.

Finally went out with ~~738s~~ 438s yesterday.[: it was drizzling the entire day. walked alot around town then had dinner with jolyn at cs. took neoprints at cineleisure and it has been a million years since we did. Haha the machine was damn fast and when amy wrote the last l -u-v-:-) we were shrieking+'phew!!!' k i'm lazy to elaborate. was a good day :) had fun and minlin was lost in our conversations but we manage to catch her back (!!) or at least hopefully. haha

tmr's gz gathering at angie's house but i'm gonna give it a miss cause we're celebrating my cousin's birthday. :( /:) prob going cycling or something. its thursday today again! time flies doesnt it..

okay goodbye/night :3

2009-06-21T18:34:00.005+08:00

Well, im supposed to be dreading eap tmr and stuffs now but you know what,eap is cancelled~ haha ok i know everyone should know of it by now. woke up at 4pm and today's fathers' day! sis ~~and i~~ (guess i wasnt really of much help LOL) made a full container of chocolate cornflakes with hundreds and thousands for him. fav [: after work mum and him went for supper and he smsed sis and i thnks and he's having breakfast with mum. Haha breakfast at 1am? yeah..

Having a good time slacking and stoning at home in front of the comp &listening to music after late lunch and tv though it gets kinda boring. guess im gonna just..rest for today. there's a whole week for work since there's no sch. its time to kick my habit of procrastination~but sometimes i'm surprised at myself when i sit down for half an afternoon to complete whatever has to be done that day. quiet afternoons are the best for studying

Finally went out with audrey yesterday. didnt see her on the mrt after i told her that the mrt was reaching soon. then i found out that she was a different train. and alas we managed to get onto the same train. lost my sense of direction at kembangan and walked back and forth from the front of the station to the back and front again thinking i was on the wrong side. a few looked as if i was crazy cause i saw Joo Koon-2 mins and realised i was on the wrong side.so i walked at spd 100km/hr to the other end. you know the train always comes when there's still a min left~

aud wanted to get the picks so we went to get them before walking around.got myself some too, again. though i know i'll always end up using my fav ugly purple or black pick. D: rested at mac for awhile and walked around a bit at marina sq since it was just in front of us. got home around evening for dinner with my couz like usual. bought something from the flea market on the way home since it was nice and really cheap. (:

some random and candid pictures from yesterday.

we wanted to take a better picture but there was this china man walking around surreptitiously so we just took our stuffs and went off.

gahhh its 7+ already. the sucky part of getting up late. so i'm gonna sleep again in 4+ hours ??

hate insomnia. been having alot of difficulty sleeping lately. but why , beats me too. haha time to get my haywire bodyclock back to the norm or i'll have hell when school reopens.

nothing else for now. goodbye (:

2009-06-14T02:05:00.003+08:00

Good Songs,enjoy. :)

2009-06-12T22:57:00.004+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiii.
this post is gonna be real boring cause we didnt take any pics today~anyway, met amy in the afternoon at pasir ris and hahah i dont know how we ended up laughing at each other while we were say at least 25 metres away. We went all the way to FEP and left the place in less than 2 hours. hahah so all we did there was to eat and maybe walk abit. HAHA plus we were talking halfway and then sidetrack and randomly said F C**C****** at the same time. okay i cant type what it is cause its just..really doesnt sound right here. :/ i know the previous sentences dont really make any sense. haha, then went wisma for a teeny weeny while since there was a connection or whatever you call it to the mall from the mrt station

Chionged trains at Cityhall mrt like regular idiots. walked abit bugis and haji lane for awhile before tuition. haha ice cream @pluck then went off for tuition. then as if we still had time, we walked at speed x10 to ehub for cupwalker then cabbed to tuition. haha argh bus 3333333333 is forever coming at the wrong times. Then yeah tuition and homed. graph-drawing was boring to shitz.

the way back to pasir ris on the mrt was terrible...TOTALLY SARDINES. people shoving around, people trying hard to hold their balances, weird smell..the cabins were packed all the way to bedok. then phewwwwwwwwwwww. bet everyone knows how it feels. haha k random

all in all today was rather good:)

k time to get out of blogger.
goodnight :]

2009-05-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back. haha havent been here for long again. the past week and this week had been eventful. Tried studying chinese just now but sometimes i really dont know where to begin. Ahhh im dreading monday but on the other hand i've got to really buck up and try harder. School this week has been boring since there's intensive MT~ its really not that bad after all but at times i feel quite drained by it.

gotta go try and do something productive now. go me~
haha this is probably a lie because i know the chances of me getting my engine starting is like...0.0001% byyyyyye.

Courage is fear that has said its prayers

2009-05-19T23:01:00.003+08:00

hahah i think for once im back as i've said~ just a short post here cause im running out of time. haha my aunt is staying over at my house again and she gotta sleep soon. whoo this weekend was rather great. Sunday was suntec and dinner after that. Monday was spent with family at kuishin-bo at suntec. it was fun :] k this sounds kinda kiddy. but whatever LOL

anwwww, just a few pics here
goodnight:)

2009-05-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

ME IS BACK!
haha hey. long time since i've been here. anyway, new skin and my internet explorer is still being irritating.shouldnt have downloaded the zango toolbar crap long ago. anw, whoooo exams are over like, finally ;) after countless days and nights of cramming.

this blogskin is kinda colourful so sorry if it hurts your eye or ~! (go look at some grasses) anywayyyy, i'm really sleepy today and i still am. Went out with 738s after their bio exam and shopped for quite awhile before amy and i left for tuition. argh the next thing im looking forward to is fridays without tuition man (!!!)

havent been posting for a real long long time and i guess many people would have stopped visiting but wait,,,come back and make this place alive again yeah. hahah ok my eyelids like 1mm apart now, goodbyez. i'll be back again soon:] (haha though i always say that but never do~)

2009-03-29T00:43:00.003+08:00

haha whoohoo im back again after a million years as i've predicted.
yesterday was dress down day for school then cca and tuition after than like usual~ haha its only the second sentence and i can feel that im getting into the woke-up-and-did-this-did-that typing.

skipped guzheng today (again..)cause i really couldnt get up in the morning and now i suddenly remember that we havent kept them yesterday.. ah feel kinda guilty but i cannot tahan waking up super early on a saturday morning after all my energy are being drained by the whole five days. trying hard not to make it a habit to skip sat practices hahah.

went town with amy aud and jingwen on tuesday. whoo day-off~

haha ate lots of random junk food. chippy, gelare and other whatnots. haha cant exactly recall anything else.

today was rather great. slept till two plus (finally got my sleep back) then cousins came over, dinner and everything.

haha thats about it for the past few days. bye ~ :)

2009-03-15T18:22:00.004+08:00

haha yo, initially i wanted to revive this crappy site, change to a new blogskin and probably some new songs that'll make me come back to post as often as i can butttttttttttt dangs, gotta go for dinner soon. guess i'll save that for another time when im free again. }: Life this year's so hectic.haha and now i feel like i'm a no-life idiot.

I'm wondering now if i'll be able to have fun during this march hol. monday tue there's gz, wed founders day rehearsal thursday 15 hr challenge, friday tuition at night which usually means i wont be able to be out for the entire day. whats left-- a pathetic weekend! then theres homework plus tests when the new term comes etc etc. Now ,.. i see more reasons to hate 2009.

Anw, run by snow patrol is a great song. hahah i dont know if im slow or what but its nice. Initially i heard the version by leona lewis then i realised this version and i think its better. in terms of...... the bg music. hahah rubbish la.

Run - Snow Patrol

Ytd was gz. was in a dilema whether to go to sch the night before deciding not to be lazy since i already skipped the previous week. practice was okay then luch with three 38s at buddy hoagies. i swear ehub's like 738s fav hangout cause there's....buddy hoagies and fish and co express. HAHA. ok though the fish and co only applies to aherm amy.

got back our report books on friday and blah, chinese was a disappoint. ah nvm, try harder next term.. glad that phy and chem were Bs. Although not A la.. but at least i know i've tried.

i dont know when's the next time i'll be back but yeah i'll make an effort to keep it alive as much as possible.

haha okay dinner time soon bye!
:]

2009-02-03T23:01:00.011+08:00

^THE MARSBALLS ADDICT.

Haha after 1000 years.

Initially this post was supposed to be up long long ago like last wk or smth but my laziness had it stuck in here for almost a wk. updated the pictures like eons ago and they've been rotting since then till now. Far east with angela,aud,joyce on sun. Catwoman asked me take a pic with the subway paperbag while we were rotting there and i told her that their serviette's are more stylo.(see la upside down!)HAHA cant believe we went FE just to get marsballs. Haha anw anw, its friday again and fridays always rock my socks. btw I really cant be bothered to recall about sun's happenings already hahah

damn it, i still cant get it out of my head that i misplaced my gz nails in sch and i think they're somewhere in outer space now. hopefully it'll appear mysteriously in my drawers again~ };

haha i doubt this wkend is gonna be anything near fun. 2009 is nth but tests tsk.

whooo like, poa emaths and physics CT/idkwhat shit is over today. i guess its the first time i've ever seriously like -put my heart into studying physics. LOL

argh boring night. I think im gonna sleep for 12 hrs+ tonight until late late afternoon tmr HAHA.
should start sleeping early on weekdays so i wont my head on the table on school days again.

Tuition was fast today! and i cannot stand myself dropping stationeries/ my calculator all the time like a butter fingers retard.

bye, gonna go find something to entertain myself before sleeping. :D

2009-01-31T19:21:00.009+08:00

yohoo. back from being MIA. *Clears cobwebs* cny was good except that it was over damn fast. River hongbao(HAHA) with cousin on the first day plus visiting and stuffs. Grandma's d. anniversary in advance on the second day. after that went over to cousinz' house and they came over to ours.

Haha new year this year is more like a family gathering rather than the real thing. so far school has been okay except for the millions of tests/quiz and all other bullshit.

this is the problem with blogging wayy after something has happened cause i cant recall much from cny and my mind's blank already. ok anyway it was just the usual stuffs.

and i updated the playlist already cause i was getting tired of hearing the same songs. broken by lifehouse is damn nice. ok, Lifehouse rocks always. hopped songs at imeem and their favourite songs in singapore is really...fav i guess. hear them everywhere haha

superdog with aud @ehub

random pictures from last week or something. anw seems like this place goes into hibernation every now and then. sorry but yeah im really lazy to update sometimes. Buttt, it wont be dead yet unless i decide to shut it down or smth.(yeah?SHUQI~ :D ) i should start finishing amaths soon or i'll be in deep shit with so many chapters of undone homework. glad tuition helps~

(this piece of shit keeps refusing to be spaced!%^#^)hahah home alone again. brainstorming what to have for dinner. somebody order pizza to my house leh~ dinner is turning into supper in a few minutes time. off to dig for some food!

hahah gonna try making lollipops on mon or smth. hope they dont turn out chaotah or anything. goodbye, i'll be back!

2009-01-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

Hello today's wednesday and tmr's thursday which means CIP(...) so no homework or rubbish tonight and yeah im here again to revive this place i lil. HAHA i know i talk as if i'm sitting in front of the study table every night for homework and revision. yeah right :D

random pictures from eons ago

School days in 2009 have been rather short. First few days of school was sec one orientation. brings me back to 3 years ago~ feels damn recent but time really.flew. I can still remember orientation days during our batch and all the silly things we did in sec 1. one thing i really learnt from this year's orientation was ...........patience. haha but, 1r2 is nice still. :]

today had lessons like usual then stayed back after school with aud jul and joyce to do up the class notice board. so we drew trace cut like crazy then finally it was done~

ah my eyelids are falling. sleeping time~ hahah sorry for the abrupt ending. :D argh hope tmr's gonna be fun ~

2008-12-29T00:36:00.003+08:00

A day of (hilariously) unfortunate events

Today was expo fair with joyce in the afternoon. haha there wasnt anything much except when i saw cookbooks and messaged mum to come sometime soon she was extremely happy. so we walked around popular and metro fair in less than an hour's time then went to tanah to meet aud. Mrteed to tampines mall ._. since we couldnt decide where to go then walked around boring old tmall before joyce left for tuition. HAHAHAH something hilarious happened today. HAHAHAHA BUT IT WASNT ON PURPOSE I SWEAR , SORRY TO THE UNKNOWN AUNTIE. haha shall not elaborate here further cause i will die laughing before i finish typing. i dont think the woman is ever gonna enter a changing room in her life , ever again. ok, actually only one unfortunate event for the day

Bussed to ehub with aud in the evening for dinner and we bought belated presents. dinnered and walked around the empty ehub/dte before home. the bus was freezing and coincedentally we ran into many people today. haha

bye, im off for supper. lol
fatty me is eating supper again. (bangs head)

2008-12-26T21:21:00.007+08:00

I'm back at blogger again. Christmas eve was great with Joyce, Aud and Jul. :]
Gotta revive this place before it becomes too hopeless

Anw, we went kbox@ marina square and their charges on public holiday eves are ?#$%. havent been there for quite awhile. After that was marketing at supermarket for bbq at night. haha bought a crazy load of junk food and bussed back to aud's house.

Started bbqing after Jul brought the food over. HAHA she was knocking the charcoals into small pieces until she said ..'eh eh shhhh shit, i think got people coming up!!' after some time finally the charcoals were hot enough. Bravo joyce lit the lighter :D after i broke the matchstick

Went to ecp mac to sit around and took funny pictures until we got bored and went back to aud's house to play cards and the retarded version of dress up. HAHAH

then all of us slept at 6plus am until morning then woke up and slacked around before we went home. haha it was a waste we didnt get to have dinner together.

Anw, that sums up our day roughly and thanks for the stuffszx : )

hahah end of pictures
bye :D

i hope this blog isnt dead heheh~

2008-12-14T18:27:00.006+08:00

haha I'm back, at night
plus 48hrs++ Lol

anyway, really lazy to update recently so i'll just put up some pictures taken lately HAHA. tired of posting about everyday stuffs cause they're all roughly about the same. School is reopening soon, kinda looking forward and dreading it at the same time

baking cheesecake/cupcake/cakepop with amy

picnic with 738s :DD

cycling

finally a post after ten thousand years (!!!)
these pictures are enough speak about the past one week or so!
cameras have a better memory than i do

off for dinner, bye!

2008-12-12T17:27:00.001+08:00

hahahah hi dead blog.
anw, off for tuition! i'll be back to post at night.
hahaha this is so meaningless but i decided to type something since i'm here already

bye !

2008-11-29T18:46:00.006+08:00

Its saturday again. what the hell, time flies ! i can see myself packing my bag and dragging myself out of bed for school in a few weeks time.

ahaha and i finally packed my books and random things in the house after weeks of procrastination. and hor at least now it doesnt look like i'm being trapped in the middle of WW3.

Had gz yesterday again. met amy and jolyn in the morning for breakfast at mac and they.were.late Haha okayyy, i was early. reached school around 8.45 after climbing the torturous stairs. when we got up ,mdm goh was waiting in front of music rm. So I faked that we thought practice starts at 8.30 to spare ourselves from all the misery. ya lah you know uh , she and her usual arms akimbo position again -.-.

Horse song changed to one of the EZCO camp songs. now..... i'm beginning to see light at the end of our pitch dark tunnel. GOGO GZ IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING, CAUSE ADIDAS SAYS SO !

after that was pizza hut with jolyn shuqi and amy. as usual, we are disgusting people when it comes to playing with leftover food. walked around tm and bought small candycanes from um**a. wl the woman there want us to punch her. (do you think i'd wanna steal pathetic candies from your f-ing shop. ) jolyn went home and shuqi left to meet her friend or something.

Amy and me window-shopped around TM and CS. luckily , for today we didnt spend extra $ on food which only adds load to the toilet bowl. walked around all that until time for tuition. i swear cologne + perfume is the worse combination ever.

wednesday was spent being helpers with belle and enyong for EZ competition. we'd gotten a silver but still, good job to all of youszx. :) (msssss)zhou yun is COOL .

tuesday ,celebrated sis's birthday in advance with mom, aunt and keith. went for dim sum buffet at harbour front centre which was kinda less good than we expected. full to the max !HAHA. shopped around vivo for sis's prom stuff then went back home around 10. Good but tiring day!

thats about all for the week.oh yeah and monday was pigging out with juline joyce and aud at bedok 85. the food there is the best hawker food! went to a random place for awhile then went home.

funny aye i always blog backwards from most recent to most long ago. but that doesnt matter anyway, sort it out yourself in your brains :D

dinner time, Goodbye ! (:

2008-11-23T20:02:00.007+08:00

Hey
Anyway, I'm back after a week or so. ahaha rah i should start on hol hw soon, but thats what dec is for (!) , NO? : )

Bugis with Jingwen Aud and Amy on wednesday. haha and i got home with nothing but food in my stomach. eh, thats bad. Aud and Jw went for fish spa. HAHA amy and I chickened out in the end cause we dont like fishes alot and those in the tank look humongous and creepy. but its still okay lah, if you're not afraid of fishes. then there was a woman tending another shop nearby and we heard her say smth like LJ then we were laughing damn hard then she accused us of being ill educated. (WTF LOL) okay enough enough.

Then we took i dont know what number bus to clark quay cause we had nothing better to do and there wasnt any bus from the bugis bus stop to town. There's this shop there which sells rock candy or whatever you wanna call it. And the guy was damn nice he gave us an extra block of the candy after we bought the packet one. years ago my tuition teacher went to melbourne and got back the same kind of candy from there and it was damn delicious.

Bussed to orchard again then walked around at fareast. Jingwen went to meet people awhile after that then we bought tea eggs from ther ( -.- ) and went back. Amy and I went fish and co. express after that for dinner. then bought smth back for mom for supper and i think the cashier thinks im crazy cause i bought another identical meal .

Someday we went to food fair at expo. Not as much food as we expected but nevertheless it was okay la :D went parkway afterthat, coffeebean and i forgot what then home. hahah okay this is a meaningless sentence but whatever. LOL

okay off for supper , bye! :D

2008-11-16T23:02:00.009+08:00

yo, back again to update (abit ) more about the past week, haha. Woke up real late this afternoon and my whole body was aching like shit cause i slept too much i guess. really tiring but fruitful week. at least er, i think i learnt something.

after ytd night's sleep i cant really recall anything sooooo, yeah more pictures than words..

Amy and I went to ikea for dinner after wed's practice and were like supahungry ghosts. we ordered everything we felt like eating plus lime jellies. LOL and ended up with no leftovers. hahah ikea sells cool puppets. horses and donkeys, HAHA. they had crazy hats with candles sticking out of it [which supposedly IS the birthday cake] and flower pots. long long mrt trip back to tampines after that.

Going to expo's food fair with jul and aud tmr. Hope there'll be good food! man, greet the pig.

Went nearby to eat with mum and sis ytd and went home half-zombified. Laupasat used to have great food but now they're just getting less good. damn cool, on top of the dessert shop there's a platform where the life band performs. Good music ,~~not so~~ good food

>where my fingers froze but the stage was extremely warm because of the terrible spotlight.

p/s: PRSS's co is damn good but there's a b*****d in it so that just made it less perfect.

singapore's loveliest market

gonna get some sleep soon, goodbye (!)

2008-11-15T23:37:00.006+08:00

Haha my eyelids are falling and its a miracle i aint dead yet. Yay tmr's saturday and that means that its gonna be a sleeping day. Havent had a good sleep since last week and VCH performance is over! hip hip hurray.

anw, yeah it was still okay cause at least we managed to memorise and play the two songs today. Lol i swear the slow part my mind was kinda drifting away and i felt the urge to yawn. hahah ok lah abit exaggerate buttt glad we did better than it was during rehearsal.

quite saddening that east zone tr. camp is over! no more long mrt rides to buona vista no more crapping with pingyi girls and laughing at da s*u no more lousy packed lunches and being a many-meal pig. on the other hand im glad we made friends with them and the week spent at DHS was meaningful and to a rather large extent, enjoyable. hahaha

okk continue the granny talk again tomorrow, bye! (:
*sorry for the abrupt ending!

2008-11-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Phew, two days of training are enough to kill me. yeah ok not exactly tiring but sick of practicing for abcdefghijkl hours everyday. i bet saturday's gonna be a wreck for me. Ah i feel like i dont have a life cause it revolves around gz 24hrs for the entirerere week. everyday when i wake up and get to DHS -gz, when i come back home - practice and even when im sleeping sometimes the melodies get stuck in my head. ya'know sometimes when you try to slp but you feel that something's on your mind and cant get to slp... yes, survive this week and next wk will be a great one :D:D:D

we kinda made a new friend from anglican high. ahaha *winks* ok , i dont really know her la. its kinda crazy cause we learnt two songs on monday and it must be good+memorised by fri while in school we can take donkey monkey years to do that and it doesnt really matter. come to think of it its not too bad other than it being so energy-sapping ( :

Bye! im gonna go get my sleep quickly or i'll have to drag myself out of bed relunctantly again and its terrible. Its as if your legs are moving by themselves but your brain's still in an unconscious state . and my irritating phone would buzz non-stop to get me out of bed.

woo, good weather today ~

2008-10-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

hahaha kay very brief post here i guess. yeah last post already so much words. okay anyway things are better already so yeah. haha i don't know why im still here cause my eyes are already on the verge of closing after two hours of brainy tuition.

We missed the first monorail cause many people were running around for some amazing race thing and they squished(kay no such word -.-) onto the monorail like sardin. HAHA. luckily there wasnt a stampeed. Like, everyone seems to be running for their life. except that they're all so happy.

reached bright and early at siloso/palawan i forgot which. had breakfast and saw many things which totally killed our appetite. LOL tell me if you dont feel nauseous if you see a bunch of people taking off their pants and jumping into the sea.(don't think of anything more than that~)

we went to take the skyride and luge after that. HAHA felt like butterflies in my ~~stomach~~ legs! yeah if you get what i mean. some parts were exactly above a whole bunch of forested areas which looked like O.O

after that i think we went to another beachy place to play with the ball we brought there, stuffed inside my bag -.- and found another kid's company huge ball. after that the sun got too scorching till we couldnt stand it then took bus and got back to vivo. the bus seriously had lousy ventilation!@# LOL

something before we left the beach(...)
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hahah coolzzzz , human pyramid?

woooooooooah

hahaha btw juline brought panda like fishcakes. hoho so much food!my brownies looka liker shit. i ended up bringing back some of my brownies and noodles. and i think they're still....in the fridge. haha joyce oink didnt come to help finish thee food.

hahhah okay great day and we had chicken rice for dinner/supa late lunch. Haha i wanna go back there for the chicken again. slurp.

im going to sleeep , YES FINALLY. bye!

2008-10-24T16:31:00.010+08:00

Hey,

this post is gonna be wordy. you can choose to read, or not to. no offence about the contents. i needddddd to pour everything out or i'm gonna die of some abcdefghijkl disease. LOL

Its difficult not to feel disappointed and passed over. Many a times, (I've told many people, LOL) after the surge of short-lived anger, follows disappointment. What if one day you woke up and realised the people whom you've always thought were by your side fled to nowhere and what if you realised these people are those who did not bother to value your friendship with them& in their list of priorities, friendship is somewhere down down down-right at the bottom.

I won't deny that everyone would always put themselves in such a position that they're not at fault. Its the naturrrrre of humans. We'd come up with all sorts of excuses and solutions that will benefit ourselves. lmao, lets laugh at ourselves.

And you were like a tornado. Started by whipping up and destroying everything in your path, put everyone through a turbulence and alas, fled to a faraway place -leavin us with all the debris. aint that cool ^^

Okay, neither depressed nor trying to be sacarstic. I need to expel these emotions out of my system. At some points of time, I'm angry. At other points of time, disappointed- with the people whom have changed. or probably, shown their true colours. nobody knows, nobody knows what's going on behind closed doors behind the many facades that people put up. Time shows alot of things. It doesnt matter who believes and who does'nt, God knows. & of course, you yourself.

Until the day i saw the stranger that was you, i could'nt believe the change you've gone through.(oh i mean, how much of your true colours you've shown me) even until now(and i mean now.), i cannot bring myself to believe that all this while you've been putting on a facade & that you're not the person i knew. You've shown me too much, too much i'm afraid i won't be able to handle more.

I still recall something that you said about being friends. These words that no longer hold anymore meaning at this point of time. Convenience can comfort you now however, the words that you said and the things you've done can never be taken back. It suddenly seems pointless for me to work things out, whats holding me back? It takes two hands to clap. All the things you did, they just haunt me so much.

I still can't describe how i'm feeling. This sucks big time, yeah. LOL
Its okay, tomorrow is a brand new day, a new beginning
People fall, people get up. This time we'll get up, stronger : )

I'm sorry, I'm not perfect

2008-10-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

hel-lo.
time's flyin like a rocket, its monday again. Weekends were rather enjoyable. house visiting weekend. LOL anw, got back scripts today.whoo actually passed physics after 10000000 years chem too.finally broke out of 50. past few papers were like- 50s all the way.

After school went longjohn for lunch. then the three biatches came to my house. (haha, joking) slacked and made photo badges then went 201 before all of us went home. yawns thur's the last day of school but not exactly cause there's still EAP.

anw, my sis bought a bunny for her birthday although its still a month away. super small la, smaller than my face ): HAHA. and we're not supposed to touch it till like...three days or something if not it'll be traumatised and commit suicide or something. crappy but true LOL. still living in a poor box cause the cage isnt here yet.

lost track of time and its rather late already. bye!
hope the papers that are gonna be returned tmr'll be okay

xoxo

2008-10-15T20:39:00.008+08:00

IF ONLY WORDS COULD EXPRESS

Life after exam is great. Not exactly but yeah its way better, stress-free. Went out with the girls on monday. Whoo felt so good after poa ended. The construction was noise pollution all the way through the paper.

After that was bugis and orchard. Pigged alot these few days. why does singapore have so many delicious fooood. Went to orchard at night to heeren. Aud bought her shoes, then we slacked around the lobby till seven plus then to mrt. Talked at bedok mrt for half and hour then all of us went home. Was a great day, long time since many of us went out together. Nothing much to elaborate! haha tom's palette is good cause the people there are v friendly. Nice ice cream there as well.

Tuesday went bball with estalla and amy since we were all sick of staying at home. Sentosa trip cancelled D: THEN WE MET MIN LIN AND SHUQI AT TMALL!!!! omg haha they didnt want to stay at home then went swimming in the morning.

Wanted to play bball together but minlin and shuqi were wearing shopping clotheszx already. Went with them to eat lunch at swensens then ehub for bowling. We couldnt resist then went for fondu before going back to tampines.

Oh yeah and PRP. PRP has many many many mosquitoes. Bit all over us like crazy then one minute we're smacking mosquitos one minute we're scratching all over. Aft that amy went for tuition then all of us bus3-ed home !

random pictures from my phone at the beach.

Jol and I are oppositos ! HAHA (why i so short huh!)

Bollywood's signature

Today's excursion to SDC. LOL erm nothing much. Anw tmr's gonna be a boring day cause i think mrs S is gonna nag the whole thurs/fri morning or something. When exams were here i wished it'd end soon. Now that its finished, school is kinda meaningless.

Gtg, update soon sometimes
bye
xoxo

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

2008-10-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYY TMR'S THE END
finally after 123456 years eoy is gonna end. cant wait for tmr mon tues wed thu fri sat sun mon tue wed thu fri sat sun.

ytd went to marine parade to find the two suckers. went to aud's house first cause somebody~ have'nt bathe. walked around pp and hairdresser. haha the people there, half of them are ask weird questions 50% of the time. haha wapiang eh i wish i didnt ask him to trim. walao all the hairdressers always trick me into trimming end up like one+ fingers shorter. wthelll

hehehhhh anw tomorrow's last poa paper! cant wait for the damn hour to be over. whoo

bye, pray i'll have super powers to balance everything tomorrow.
Goodluck people, who're having papers.
dont have then.........you suck @#$!$!$! jk

2008-09-30T16:26:00.006+08:00

What if one day I were in your shoes,
what would i do?

2008-09-28T00:37:00.005+08:00

Haha hallelujah i am back

for
a
while!

but still, i am back.

told you i'd be! who didn't believe me huh. LOL

Anyway, made my way to blogger since i'm free now and this blog's like abcdefgh dead. havent been posting for so long i've got loads of stuffs to type about. Life recently has been complicated. At the rate things are going, i've got a premonition that they aint getting anywhere good.spare me from troubles and i won't give you any. GOD. HOW.

I'm gonna stop typing now. now. now. must not gonna stir up anymore troubles.

always look on the bright side. ( ... ) ? maybe, maybe

This week hasn't been too enjoyable. Books are flooding my life! Something good for today, I've finished revising physics after a long afternoon. Did TYS for the chapters but i couldnt help but peep at the answers occasionally. aiya i need some inspiration to spark my memory tsk.

Celebrated my Aunt's birthday last week! Cousin came over and we went crazy in the room and played blind mice. haha, my cousin is a cheater! jk. Last last week was mid autumn festiv. Went to *???* lanterns with couz, sis and keith. Played blindmice at the playground until we perspired like shit! rainy weather kinda spoilt our plans but nevertheless, it was great. :]

ever wondered what life would be like without....gravity (??)
.
.
.

perhaps, like this.

HAHAHA

English and chinese papers done. next week is going to be packed with exams. Goodluck to anybody!!

Went to study with Amy, Jacinta, Joce Thurs and Friday this week. not very effective but HAHA everything really made me laugh. Been long since i've seen gz peeplesssssss.

Joce zilian with my phone like @#!@!#! while we were at mac. she took i dont know what you call that. the 1-10 pose thingy. HAHA wahlao make my phone contaminated only, jk. me and jacinta deleted the pictures like crazy hahaha

aiya failed to take the picture with everyone inside! Lol

Real late now, gotta run! i'll be back for another blogger vacation.

bye,
xoxo

sometimes i feel a sudden rush of disappointment. If only things did'nt have to change everything would be fine! oh how perfect that would be. But things aint this way, in the real world. But i must start being a happier person if not i'll die of depression one day.

2008-09-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

Temporary out of blogger!

*yawns* exams are creeping real near. I'm not abstaining from the comp but won't be posting often but anw doesnt mean there won't be any [muahahha now already so pathetic] Can't wait to upload some retarded pictures with my couz but..blogger is a slow pok as you know. actually not so but yeah that was just a reason for being lazy (!!!)

the magnificent!!!!!!!!

2008-09-12T22:17:00.006+08:00

heeeeeeelllo

First and most cliché of all, a humongous enormous HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to Audrey the 'that-was-kinda-funny-yeah' girl. (big enough big enough???, blogger cant go to 20px though!)

Fridays are always short and i think our school is super dusty cause of the construction it makes me sneeze/blocked nose everytime i step into the classroom. yeah and when i get out of school its fine again, some kind of karma?

anyway, Joyce's cake was delicious! CME was fun cause we had to come up with a play and ours was crazy and retarded. LOL

Met mrs lim after lessons and there was remedial. She let me off in the end cause after we persuaded her like crazy. AAAAAAAAAAA. I'm kinda motivated to study for chem now :D Tmr's sat and i must spend the day fruitfully so i dont regret again. go me go me!

Sinyee, Shumei, Audrey, Juline, Joyce and I went Seoul Garden at TM for lunch. whoo! the chicken is great. muahahah :/ went to whitesands after that for np cause sucky tm doesnt have any. Went back to school with juline afterwards for GZ. Teacher did'nt come today so had self practice. yawns was all cockedup cause i didnt practice because weekdays are always sooo packed.

Went for tuition after gz. Yay me and amy caught bus 3 in time! Revised linear law today. good good^^ there's A maths test next wk! zz Went home after that. whoo today's friday, rockz cause i can sleep my fill tonight!

Had a great time today. In class, after school and cca! I guess Juline was bored cause i was feeling damn sian during lessons with my nose running like a tap and i kept sleeping and sleeping. pig is me. Haha we all made a pact to study for the whole of next week. I think my brain's gonna die of overfloodedness.

One more of our birthday to go -Wanjing. Haha that's way end of the year. :}

I guess that's all for today. Gooodbye!

HAHA SORRY JOYCE!

BYE, AND A LAST PICTURE HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUD AGAIN !

2008-09-07T19:16:00.003+08:00

School starts tmr! guess i wont be posting often,which is already quite hopless now, because i need to study because i havent been studying during the holidays because i'm such a pig. Anw woke up at 10 today which is surprisingly quite early because i dont wanna die of isomia tonight and go to school like a zombie on monday. (which is tmr -.-)

my back is super achey nowadays i don't know why and it sucks to the max. ah, back to wake-up-at-six-am routine tomorrow and i hope i'll start saving some money cause my savings=$00000000.

neoprint with gz peepos on friday. that reminds me that i still owe belle $1.10. hahah practiced one hr of gz today! surprising yeah. in fact more like i spent 30 minutes tuning the gz cause it was kinda hopeless and spent another 10 minutes fixing on a new string cause one burst halfway.

bye peepos :}

2008-09-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

AHAHAHA happy week
*kay not exactly but whatever!

hihihi im kinda crazy today,.

aiya for once i'll save all the nagging for the back. yeah ^_^
omg HAHA we aint no at gaylang. katong is katong gaylang is gaylang get it.

juline's abused brownie. one corner eaten by joyce, one corner cut off by me

{i dont know what's with my guniang legs, haha}

Another day of the sep holiday has just flown away! Damn it I need to start studying or at least do some homework. the three chinese compos are making me go bonkers. so much i don't even know where to start. chem,physics,poa,chinese,englishoral,amaths,emaths. hoooooooh! >:(

Had guzheng yesterday in the morning. Whoah teacher played our syf song! walao i swear she's talented. who else can move their fingers like lightning and seriously everything's like literally in the blink of an eye. hope everything goes well during syf next year although its far far too early to say anything now and the only thing we can do is....practice-.-

After that had lunch with guzheng peepos at tm then they went to swensens for earthquake. Went to meet joyce juline and audrey at plaza sing. walked around daiso cause they didnt reply my msg! then i realised my phone had no reception. (....) turned it off and on again and tadah .

Had teabreak at secret recipe. cake chicken chop and stuffs. went to juline's house after that while audrey went for guitar. then met audrey again and went aston's for dinner. the queue wasnt long since it was raining so yay!

Went for dessert after that then home~~~~~~~

Too much fun is bad for the brains. textbook stuffs cant go in and you'll be morerere absent-minded than ever i swear! LOL

kay im really sleep bye people
goodnight

2008-08-30T18:34:00.003+08:00

Holidays are here!short one though yesterday was byd/teacher's day. some activities in school then dismissed. some of us went to ehub then prp! ms ong joined us awhile later at the arcade then we went to cycle at prp. Played catching at the playground HAHA. Audrey and juline kept catching me then me and joyce came up with a clever tactic so we wont get caught! ^^

arcade basketball after cycling. haha went for tuition after that. didnt know why but couldnt really think during tuition. brain blocks here and there and some mistakes. i guess there were too many things on my mind. after that went home, like finalllyyyyyy. bathed went online and then slept. felt alot better after having a good talk. sometimes it really sucks to have things being bottled inside you. had a good sleep until noon today!

supposed to go baybeats with joyce aud and juline but joyce couldnt make it last minute and we decided not to go anyway also plus the weather was bad so stayed at home.

ok going for dinner soon! bye!

2008-08-27T21:27:00.007+08:00

Tomorrow marks a new beginning

Term three has almost come to an end! time flies, before we know it, we're already getting back our report books and etc. and whoohoo tmr will be the last day taking attendance book. Updating very seldom recently so i'll summarize for the wk this time round! i've realised i always have to crap about some stuffs before i start talking real,bear with me pls LOL)

Got back report cards today. my sciences suck alot. haha results are deteriorating but i'm motivated to study hard now! (said that a thousand and one times) must start paying attention during physics lessons. talk less listen more, yes junnie

Today feels like a friday! anw, after school had lunch with the girls then went back to school to meet min lin for sc stuffs. ^^ me, KIND BALL and min lin went to ridhwan's house to get the chocolates done. at first it wasnt successful cause everything was kinda hard and mushy cause water got in while we were heating. after much hassle, finally everything's done whoohoo! hope everything will be fine on friday. sidetrack~
somehow i just felt like we werent needed and even at pts of time i felt like i've made the wrong decision to go ahead with it. damn pissed, really.

i don't understand your reason for acting like this

last weekend was basketball at aud's house! it was raining for practically the entire day but we managed to play for an hour before the rain got heavier. went to parkway after that and then home!

I was wearing red, she was wearing red and her room was red! haha wasn't intentional~

*now i know how to get to her house and i won't get down at the wrong stop ever again! Lol and the rain kinda spoiled our plans~

other random stuffs again. there's new fishes at home again. gahaha but some died today and yesterday. fishes have sad lives ah.. if they live in the ocean they get killed by sea pollution. in fish shops they get sold away and a survive torturous life after they're being bought before eventually dieing. and if they're bought they die even faster. just like the ones in my house's fish tank.

damn, this picture can't be lamer.
it's empty~

Poa was -.- today! ok, in fact any day. argh somtimes it really bores me off even though i'm trying hard to listen and focus.

another picture from my phone. haha damn random x1000. I was walking home the other day and thought that the sky looked great. eh this is getting damn lame.. haha practically commenting on every picture so that i'll think of things to write.

oh yes last but not least the finallllllll thing which we did today.

Aud said i should blog about her,the loser who doesnt have any luck in the 20cent coin machine. ( T.TTTTTTTTT sobs) jk. i havent struck anything in a long long time~ tmr we're going joyce's house to bake for TC day!

im tired of typing. bye! this post is crappish, pardon me

2008-08-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

hey. im losing my momentum in blogging again but sometimes i dont have much to talk about anyway! Alot of things have been starting to change since the start of this week, good and bad. Anw today's quite stress free! ate lunch after school then went home and napped. long time since i've napped in the afternoon. But everytime when i try to wake up its damn tiring and i really hate it.

Had quite a hard time trying to keep awake in lessons. sometimes i keep telling myself not to sleep but sometimes boredom is really hypnotising. Whoo tomorrow is friday again! which means there's tuition and gz....... hope we'll get our syf piece tmr.! yay i love fridays for their short lessons. xD ok bye! i dont know what else to say..

life's getting more complicated by the day. sometimes i wish that time could be turned back, when everything was good and fine. the memories were one of the best i had in the recent years but things always had to change. why

Good old days,
Can we bring yesterday back around..?

2008-08-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

...tags from about a month ago! sry about the long MIA at cbox

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2008-08-14T21:13:00.006+08:00

I AM STRESS FREE. HO HO

wheehoo haha it's been long since i posted and since common tests are over, i shall update about things that happened recently uh ok. This week has been a hectic and busy one, all the mugging and stuffs really makes my brain wanna explode. sometimes after i memorise something my head will feel heavy all of a sudden. HAHA sounds crappy but yeah its true.

Today was a great day with class girls! common tests being over is really a huge relief. Although it may be just a teeny weeny exam compared to major ones like EOY and stuffs it really kills me to study everyday. Spent almost the whole weekend rotting at home and forcing myself to focus on textbooks, tys books, workbooks and more books.

Saturday was a supposedly studying day out with audrey and juline at changi airport. haha and instead of studying we ended up slacking at mac eating large fries and talking. good job ah... hahaha anw its okay lar cause there's still monday! which was a super long day....... woke up at an effing early nine oclock and started my mugging journey. which was long and torturous. but most of the time when even when you study alot it wont guarantee that you will do well.. sometimes..its just that, life's like that!

After CTs today went safra with the girls and had lunch together before that. quite a long while since all of us had fun! usual talks and having fun and not to forget, taking pics HAHA after that went back to tmmmmm and home. wheow, today's my slacking day

anw, some pics to make this post less wordy~

i've forgotten about other stuffs in this week so, there's nothing much left to say. haha i wanna be the hardworking me again! gotta start my engines soon, byeszx.

2008-08-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

aye, enough about unhappy stuffs .
Heyo, i'm back! anyway today was great cause after a long and hectic week its finally saturday. Sometimes i don't mind slacking at home when im really tired cause its good. Like... don't bother about anything and take a rest at home.

Whoo i can finally connect my phone to the computer. I think i'll transfer songs inside since its already connected before i have trouble the next time again. This week has been great on a whole but sometimes i lose motivation to do my stuffs. And sleep in school... -.- i tell myself not to sleep the next day but when boredom looks for me you'll find me nowhere but on the table. .......

Thursday went to east point with audrey after school for dinner. Juline couldnt make it last minute cause she was feeling sick. anw, get well soon! many people are falling sick nowadays la.. hope i dont fall prey to the viruses spreading around. Ate at kfc, talked crap did crap. haha then went to play the 20cent machine upstairs which was like.. HAHAHA. laughed like some idiot and got damn excited when it gets to the last ball.

fixed the mrt thing and we were playing with it on the escalator. LOL we play like some Mett* kids but i wasnt that tired that day and was being quite noisy la. haha then went home after going to tmall. There was this boy dancing outside toy'r'us then i did it back to him but he was oblivious to his surroundings then . after we were outside artbox we turned around and saw his mother laughing at me. seriously la i thought he wasnt looking then i went to mimic him. HAHAHAH. i laughed like shit and audrey sat on the floor laughing. im controlling not to laugh when im typing this. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL -.--

friday was okay as well. lunched with gz peepo and went for gz. Teacher finished teaching us liangzhu. ahahah its a nice song x) went for tuition after that which passed effing slowly... but still bearable. my eyes were on the verge of closing cause i didnt know why i was damn tired on friday and i couldnt think of anything else but sleeping, for the entire day. felt damn shiok when i finally reached home and bathed .

kk its getting late. im off! bye~ :D

2008-07-30T20:47:00.002+08:00

We will get there
Every year as national day approaches, I can't help but to be reminded of you. You were one of my dearest kin in my childhood days, a significant person in my life. The feeling i get when the national day songs play is not like what everyone hears. Melodies of rejoice and happiness as our country grows.

Flashbacks of those days rewind repeatedly through my mind. As the time machine brings me back to that year 8 years ago. It's been long but the heartache does'nt fade. Nobody talks about it much, in fact none at all
But it stayed in my heart since then and never left. I'd never wished to forget.

Time was short, I did'nt expect you to leave us so soon. Had I known, I'd probably have cherished whatever time that was left more. Being young and ignorant, I hadnt cared much or even thought of what was going to happen next. Everytime I thought about you I'd feel so guilty how I thought visiting you was fun and all. Little did I know that every passing day was taking your breath away slowly.

When God finally came to take you into his arms, my heart shattered into bits. I never knew this day would come so soon. I've always wished that it had never arrived.

Till now, I no longer grieve about it but its something that I'd remember my lifetime. Time passes but no matter what comes in the future, the month of August will always hold a special meaning in my heart.

Cherish those around you, never give yourself a chance to regret.♥

2008-07-26T23:37:00.004+08:00

Hallelujah, great day!

another post after 12345 years. Spent the day out with audrey and juline. Met up at bedok in the interchange with audrey first then mrted to orchard. Arh that reminds me, pictures are starting to pile in my comp but too lazy to upload all la. recently i dont really have the mood to blog (and this post sounds extremely odd)but anw since it's been damn long since i did i'll update so it doesnt die. crap, i dont know what im talking

anw back to today, walked all the way to cine from orchard mrt. Decided to walk around heeren when we passed it, & they were having the teenage icon audition at the atrium. There was a band which was really good. the rest were okay la. haha

Stopped along the way alot on our way to plaza sing cause we were feeling damn slacky. 14 came and we sorta ran after it but the retarded driver ignored us and drove away. stupid buses. reminds me of friday, when me and amy ran for the bus and missed it. again ._.

went to bedok85 to have dinner. barbequed food and noodles. havent been there in a long time, always reminds me of my primary school days when im there. i really miss those days. everything was very much simpler and stress free. the world's getting too complicated.. yeah.

juline went home after that. she's damn pro la, tahan since morning until night! went to aljunied with audrey after that to get my guitar. we had a much better time talking to the old guy. finally! haha black and chio

random neoprint from today~

from the 2414231p098th of this month

couz's birthday

hahaha this was from, a week ago. yeah i guess it's been a great week but i cant exactly recall anything now cause my eyes are half closed.

i'll end here.
goodbye!

2008-07-22T20:59:00.005+08:00

heyo
another week has passeddd.the world's really fast paced. this week has been hectic and chaotic. seriously, nobody wants this kinda stuffs to be happening and things arent getting anywhere. Just a word of advice , stop making things worse cause in the end you'll be the one suffering. people have eyes to see. you think i like to be ranting about this all day.. im not an old grandmother neither someone who really loooooooooooves to be a 'gossipmonger'. you try so hard to bring us down, but sad to say i doubt you'll ever succeed. i hate to say these things here cause it'll just lead to more misunderstandings. all im wishing is that this will stop soon but sometimes if you're getting overboard you can't expect us to just sit back and watch. I've had enough of this girl. Don't push things to hard.

i dont ever wanna post about these sort of stuffs ever again. i hope.
you think i like wasting my time over such stuffs, obiously no.. -.-

i've decided to put all this things behind me from now onwards. doesnt mean that i've forgiven you its just that i dont wanna bother with such stuffs anymore. i just wanna live my life happy while i can and never brood over such insignificant things again. after really thinking over everything carefully i think im really foolish enough to let myself be affected by all this. my mood and everything. please, dont interfere anymore. say anything you wish cause im already immune to your words and they wont take any effect on me. the end

i've seen how fragile friendship is. Seen who true friends are and who're the false ones.

there's emaths test tomorrow so gotta go study now! glad that amaths test didnt turn out that bad. chemistry was okay but some parts really difficult, to me. tmr's test is similar to physics and i think i'll probably die cause im bad at graphs.

sunday was great with mac with sy wj sm joyce and aud. then out with aud and joyce. elaborate another time!

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULINE IN ADVANCE! :]

2008-07-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today was rather great! School was short. As in really......short. Four periods only! :) After school went to round market to eat with the girls. The food there quite nice lah! rained after that and took bus back to tampines interchange while the CO people went back to school.

Audrey,Joyce and I went to the guitar shop near aljunied/geylang to take a look. Haha the red one was really nice, if not for the fact that it had a lil weird design. Went to cityhall after that to check out a few shops but most of them were more ~ i dont know..folky? lmao.

The people on the mrt were hilarious. Bracy the braces boy and harry potter. Walked around marina square and took a rest at mac. talked there for awhile and ate cheeseburger. we didnt realise it was quite late already then went back to tampines. the mrt was super crowded at evening. wtffffff some people are really selfish and retarded.

I don't understand why some people can be so weird. They know what they're doing isnt doing themself any good yet they want to carry on with it. Maybe one day they might realise what they're actually doing. But perhaps it might be too late already.. C'mon, if you dont cherish your friends around you dont expect people to treat you nicely.Friendship is a two way thing .

Argh, i'm really getting lazy since the holidays. need to start bucking up before its too late!
byeszx :]

2008-07-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help.

Yesterday was a great day. Met Audrey at Parkway to hunt for the stuffs we were supposed to be looking for. Stopped at coffeebean for a break. I like coffeebean better than starbucks now. Howeverererer, i think its always the culprit for gastric at the end of the day. that sucks.

Met Juline at popular afterwards and to Aud's house to get everything put together. Did random stuffs here and there and went to ECP since it was just a stone's throw away. I like it when the beach is clear of crowds, but to our disappointment it was the opposite yesterday.

Juline left for home after dinner time. Went back awhile after eight while the bus took ages to come. Sat till bedok int then changed mrt home. Long journey... I admire how people living in parkway make their way to and fro school everyday!

Upload the picture another time cause they're taking super long to synchronise on msn!

Meanwhile, new song on the playlist.

Told you so-JesseMcCartney
Lookin at ya now I can tell that you and your new relationship ain’t goin well
There’s no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you’re unhappy but that shouldn’t be the case cause you said
Said he was the one baby yes you said said you were in love (love)
When you left me u said that you wouldn’t be comin back
Remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

Girl you know he can’t touch like I do
I don’t see you trippin or flippin over his moves
Don’t take a genius to see he aint that dude
But you let him back you don’t know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
When you left me you said that you wouldn’t be
Commin back remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

You fell on hard times it seems but you aint getting no sympathy
No baby not from me cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me
(I can’t take you back no)

2008-07-12T18:17:00.005+08:00

Havent posted since eons ago! I think it's been a week or so since my last post. School days have been rather busy although I havent been exactly doing anything! woke up today around noon which is surprisingly quite early on a saturday. haha

Mom told me the hibiscus bloomed and it was beautiful so i suggested to take a picture! its a waste cause everytime it does, it'll wilt either the next or nextnext day. goody me whipped the digital cam out of the drawer and went outta the house. Was still rather blur after I woke up but the sun was good and everything! Damn the sunlight stung my eyes like shit.. LOL

this picture's nice.. with all the random blue flats and stuffs. haha

This reminds me.............

A few weeks ago I saw somebody playing golf at the empty field opposite the road. HAHA hilarious. You dont see people playing golf on neighbourhood fields often right! There were hundreds of white spots on the ground. seriously alot, i wonder how many golf balls he used.

Nothing much today. Cousins are coming over later and going for dinner.

IM ELATED TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D

Cant remember anything else that happened this week cause i have super short term memory. Alot of tests next week.. argh. haha

Goodbye

ps: Thank you God, you are great. seriouslyszx x100000000000000

YYZ: LOL whatever YYZ~ updated alr la. haha
Jolyntng: ok i give you all pink font! love ya too :D seeya!
belleanne: hahah HELLOOOOOOOOOO pink font for you too :)
calvin: yup, the lyrics are nice also !!!!
jose: Hey... hahaha no lah its just that im damn random and i try every stupid thing out. editting does more than half the job :D MEDIA SHOULD RECRUIT ME! haha JK but im not interested in media........
LR: HAHAHA WALAO YOU THEN LA. DONT INSULT JOYCE! LOL JK
yingting: hey, ok sure (: no problem
Joyce: I am suspicious of it too~~~~~ HAHA
LR: that day i saw him leh! and i said HI! HAHAH and he said ' ok you are safe'
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