♥Au Revoir

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 8:47 PM

We will get there
Every year as national day approaches, I can't help but to be reminded of you. You were one of my dearest kin in my childhood days, a significant person in my life. The feeling i get when the national day songs play is not like what everyone hears. Melodies of rejoice and happiness as our country grows.

Flashbacks of those days rewind repeatedly through my mind. As the time machine brings me back to that year 8 years ago. It's been long but the heartache does'nt fade. Nobody talks about it much, in fact none at all
But it stayed in my heart since then and never left. I'd never wished to forget.

Time was short, I did'nt expect you to leave us so soon. Had I known, I'd probably have cherished whatever time that was left more. Being young and ignorant, I hadnt cared much or even thought of what was going to happen next. Everytime I thought about you I'd feel so guilty how I thought visiting you was fun and all. Little did I know that every passing day was taking your breath away slowly.

When God finally came to take you into his arms, my heart shattered into bits. I never knew this day would come so soon. I've always wished that it had never arrived.

Till now, I no longer grieve about it but its something that I'd remember my lifetime. Time passes but no matter what comes in the future, the month of August will always hold a special meaning in my heart.

Cherish those around you, never give yourself a chance to regret.♥

Love, Junnie

Saturday, July 26, 2008 11:37 PM

Hallelujah, great day!

another post after 12345 years. Spent the day out with audrey and juline. Met up at bedok in the interchange with audrey first then mrted to orchard. Arh that reminds me, pictures are starting to pile in my comp but too lazy to upload all la. recently i dont really have the mood to blog (and this post sounds extremely odd)but anw since it's been damn long since i did i'll update so it doesnt die. crap, i dont know what im talking

anw back to today, walked all the way to cine from orchard mrt. Decided to walk around heeren when we passed it, & they were having the teenage icon audition at the atrium. There was a band which was really good. the rest were okay la. haha

Stopped along the way alot on our way to plaza sing cause we were feeling damn slacky. 14 came and we sorta ran after it but the retarded driver ignored us and drove away. stupid buses. reminds me of friday, when me and amy ran for the bus and missed it. again ._.

went to bedok85 to have dinner. barbequed food and noodles. havent been there in a long time, always reminds me of my primary school days when im there. i really miss those days. everything was very much simpler and stress free. the world's getting too complicated.. yeah.

juline went home after that. she's damn pro la, tahan since morning until night! went to aljunied with audrey after that to get my guitar. we had a much better time talking to the old guy. finally! haha black and chio

random neoprint from today~

from the 2414231p098th of this month

couz's birthday

hahaha this was from, a week ago. yeah i guess it's been a great week but i cant exactly recall anything now cause my eyes are half closed.

i'll end here.
goodbye!

Love, Junnie

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 8:59 PM

heyo
another week has passeddd.the world's really fast paced. this week has been hectic and chaotic. seriously, nobody wants this kinda stuffs to be happening and things arent getting anywhere. Just a word of advice , stop making things worse cause in the end you'll be the one suffering. people have eyes to see. you think i like to be ranting about this all day.. im not an old grandmother neither someone who really loooooooooooves to be a 'gossipmonger'. you try so hard to bring us down, but sad to say i doubt you'll ever succeed. i hate to say these things here cause it'll just lead to more misunderstandings. all im wishing is that this will stop soon but sometimes if you're getting overboard you can't expect us to just sit back and watch. I've had enough of this girl. Don't push things to hard.

i dont ever wanna post about these sort of stuffs ever again. i hope.
you think i like wasting my time over such stuffs, obiously no.. -.-

i've decided to put all this things behind me from now onwards. doesnt mean that i've forgiven you its just that i dont wanna bother with such stuffs anymore. i just wanna live my life happy while i can and never brood over such insignificant things again. after really thinking over everything carefully i think im really foolish enough to let myself be affected by all this. my mood and everything. please, dont interfere anymore. say anything you wish cause im already immune to your words and they wont take any effect on me. the end

i've seen how fragile friendship is. Seen who true friends are and who're the false ones.

there's emaths test tomorrow so gotta go study now! glad that amaths test didnt turn out that bad. chemistry was okay but some parts really difficult, to me. tmr's test is similar to physics and i think i'll probably die cause im bad at graphs.

sunday was great with mac with sy wj sm joyce and aud. then out with aud and joyce. elaborate another time!

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULINE IN ADVANCE! :]

Love, Junnie

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 9:24 PM

Today was rather great! School was short. As in really......short. Four periods only! :) After school went to round market to eat with the girls. The food there quite nice lah! rained after that and took bus back to tampines interchange while the CO people went back to school.

Audrey,Joyce and I went to the guitar shop near aljunied/geylang to take a look. Haha the red one was really nice, if not for the fact that it had a lil weird design. Went to cityhall after that to check out a few shops but most of them were more ~ i dont know..folky? lmao.

The people on the mrt were hilarious. Bracy the braces boy and harry potter. Walked around marina square and took a rest at mac. talked there for awhile and ate cheeseburger. we didnt realise it was quite late already then went back to tampines. the mrt was super crowded at evening. wtffffff some people are really selfish and retarded.

I don't understand why some people can be so weird. They know what they're doing isnt doing themself any good yet they want to carry on with it. Maybe one day they might realise what they're actually doing. But perhaps it might be too late already.. C'mon, if you dont cherish your friends around you dont expect people to treat you nicely.Friendship is a two way thing .

Argh, i'm really getting lazy since the holidays. need to start bucking up before its too late!
byeszx :]

Love, Junnie

Monday, July 14, 2008 9:55 PM

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help.

Yesterday was a great day. Met Audrey at Parkway to hunt for the stuffs we were supposed to be looking for. Stopped at coffeebean for a break. I like coffeebean better than starbucks now. Howeverererer, i think its always the culprit for gastric at the end of the day. that sucks.

Met Juline at popular afterwards and to Aud's house to get everything put together. Did random stuffs here and there and went to ECP since it was just a stone's throw away. I like it when the beach is clear of crowds, but to our disappointment it was the opposite yesterday.

Juline left for home after dinner time. Went back awhile after eight while the bus took ages to come. Sat till bedok int then changed mrt home. Long journey... I admire how people living in parkway make their way to and fro school everyday!

Upload the picture another time cause they're taking super long to synchronise on msn!

Meanwhile, new song on the playlist.

Told you so-JesseMcCartney
Lookin at ya now I can tell that you and your new relationship ain’t goin well
There’s no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you’re unhappy but that shouldn’t be the case cause you said
Said he was the one baby yes you said said you were in love (love)
When you left me u said that you wouldn’t be comin back
Remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

Girl you know he can’t touch like I do
I don’t see you trippin or flippin over his moves
Don’t take a genius to see he aint that dude
But you let him back you don’t know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
When you left me you said that you wouldn’t be
Commin back remember that but I never agree

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me

You fell on hard times it seems but you aint getting no sympathy
No baby not from me cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable
Guess he don’t do it like me
Or else you wouldn’t be
Runnin back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I’m right
Every time you’re up you’re callin for me late at night
But now that you aint got me tell me where you goin be
Cause I can’t take you back no my heart wont let me
(I can’t take you back no)

Love, Junnie

Saturday, July 12, 2008 6:17 PM

Havent posted since eons ago! I think it's been a week or so since my last post. School days have been rather busy although I havent been exactly doing anything! woke up today around noon which is surprisingly quite early on a saturday. haha

Mom told me the hibiscus bloomed and it was beautiful so i suggested to take a picture! its a waste cause everytime it does, it'll wilt either the next or nextnext day. goody me whipped the digital cam out of the drawer and went outta the house. Was still rather blur after I woke up but the sun was good and everything! Damn the sunlight stung my eyes like shit.. LOL

this picture's nice.. with all the random blue flats and stuffs. haha

This reminds me.............

A few weeks ago I saw somebody playing golf at the empty field opposite the road. HAHA hilarious. You dont see people playing golf on neighbourhood fields often right! There were hundreds of white spots on the ground. seriously alot, i wonder how many golf balls he used.

Nothing much today. Cousins are coming over later and going for dinner.

IM ELATED TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D

Cant remember anything else that happened this week cause i have super short term memory. Alot of tests next week.. argh. haha

Goodbye

ps: Thank you God, you are great. seriouslyszx x100000000000000

YYZ: LOL whatever YYZ~ updated alr la. haha
Jolyntng: ok i give you all pink font! love ya too :D seeya!
belleanne: hahah HELLOOOOOOOOOO pink font for you too :)
calvin: yup, the lyrics are nice also !!!!
jose: Hey... hahaha no lah its just that im damn random and i try every stupid thing out. editting does more than half the job :D MEDIA SHOULD RECRUIT ME! haha JK but im not interested in media........
LR: HAHAHA WALAO YOU THEN LA. DONT INSULT JOYCE! LOL JK
yingting: hey, ok sure (: no problem
Joyce: I am suspicious of it too~~~~~ HAHA
LR: that day i saw him leh! and i said HI! HAHAH and he said ' ok you are safe'
LR: HAHA OKOKOKOKOKOKOKKKKKKK

Love, Junnie

Saturday, July 5, 2008 12:23 AM

Ellloh world.
Another week has passed just like that. come'on slow down ,Earth! I've still got loads of things waiting to be done. aihs its bad to live in a rapid world. sometimes i'll feel damn lost all of a sudden, because time's passing wayyy too fast.

School has started since more than a week ago and me ish still stuck in my holiday world. damn, twitting is =.=. I should start pasting notes crazily all over my study table to remind myself and stop being a lazy bum.

Today was...............
okay, like usual. Today's lessons were ~, but passed fast. After school had 'meeting' with sch spirit people. Ate at mac because of some~~ people. just kidding. KFC was damn crowded anw. (LRRRRRRRR nobody is your grandmother ok @!#!!$$!@)

Went to CS to meet amy , joce and jw. Had ice cream and then walked around tm. went home to bathe and bused to tuition. Walao then i was reaching the bus stop already suddenly saw the bus ZOOOM. i was like 'oh freak~~~~ 3 ' and then chionged to catch the bus. Then went up the bus and some people looked at me with the O.O face. They never see people run for bus before isit! LOL

TUITION WAS HILARIOUS OMG OMG. NOW I THINK OF IT I STILL CAN LAUGH OUT LOUD. YA KNOW YA KNOW THE SHIRT THE CARTOON THE GUY WITH A -.- FACE WAS RIGHT SMACK IN FRONT OF MY FACE. AND MADE ME AND AMY LAUGH LIKE SHIT.

i was damn scared he'd realise we were laughing at him. not trying to be mean just that the picture was seriously right in front of my eyes and i couldnt not laugh. HAHAHA

went home after that. Then we were in the car and when i was getting down there was some random guy along the streets and amy's mom was like ' that guy looks suspicious'. seriously, quite. I was being a coward and walked real fast up the bridge, haha. Dont like to go home on fridays cause the neighbourhood is quite creepy and sometimes they are random people around. Then i walk very fast like some idiot. other times i'll just daydream and think about stuffs. and walk slowly.

Long weekend ahead!
bye.

Love, Junnie

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 11:02 PM

Shall type in chronological order for this post cause im always jumping timings here and there and i think it'll sounds damn confusing, haha.

Yesterday guzheng girls went pizza hut to celebrate jolyn's birthday. Haha while jolyn was kept in the dark at first. muahaha. All of us shared the ice cream cake and dug straight into it after giving up on cutting it.

Walked around Tmall awhile after that and all of us went home. very short update cause my memory aint very good huh! but it was a great day, yeah definitely..

Group picture ^.^

dry ice which almost froze the cups, (and we had to wait till they come out)

topple-y candles

Wednesday
Only four lessons today.! shiok. chinese was boring~ i felt like we were having history lessons. Did cizi, forgot to hand up. And filed emaths file but forgot to bring. heh, i am great. -.- Went to east point after school! had lunch at some place i dont know whats its name and then walked around and went to sinyee's house.

Long time since i've been to simei. I really miss the neighbourhood! its damn homely. like seriously, its a place where you can go home very late and not feel afraid at all! And they've just upgraded the sheltered basketball court and a new soccer court (no link ! Lol). I'd have been neighbours with kymberly next block and sinyee next next block! and east point and mrt is just a stone's throw away. sad huh, life's like that. only when its no longer the same ,you'll regret taking it for granted. Haha.

Bused home with the girls and walked back home with shumei!

bye,
xoxo!

Love, Junnie