Friday, October 31, 2008 11:19 PM
hahaha kay very brief post here i guess. yeah last post already so much words. okay anyway things are better already so yeah. haha i don't know why im still here cause my eyes are already on the verge of closing after two hours of brainy tuition.
We missed the first monorail cause many people were running around for some amazing race thing and they squished(kay no such word -.-) onto the monorail like sardin. HAHA. luckily there wasnt a stampeed. Like, everyone seems to be running for their life. except that they're all so happy.
reached bright and early at siloso/palawan i forgot which. had breakfast and saw many things which totally killed our appetite. LOL tell me if you dont feel nauseous if you see a bunch of people taking off their pants and jumping into the sea.(don't think of anything more than that~)
we went to take the skyride and luge after that. HAHA felt like butterflies in my stomach legs! yeah if you get what i mean. some parts were exactly above a whole bunch of forested areas which looked like O.O


after that i think we went to another beachy place to play with the ball we brought there, stuffed inside my bag -.- and found another kid's company huge ball. after that the sun got too scorching till we couldnt stand it then took bus and got back to vivo. the bus seriously had lousy ventilation!@# LOL
something before we left the beach(...)
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hahah coolzzzz , human pyramid?

woooooooooah

hahaha btw juline brought panda like fishcakes. hoho so much food!my brownies looka liker shit. i ended up bringing back some of my brownies and noodles. and i think they're still....in the fridge. haha joyce oink didnt come to help finish thee food.
hahhah okay great day and we had chicken rice for dinner/supa late lunch. Haha i wanna go back there for the chicken again. slurp.
im going to sleeep , YES FINALLY. bye!
Love, Junnie
Friday, October 24, 2008 4:31 PM
Hey,
this post is gonna be wordy. you can choose to read, or not to. no offence about the contents. i needddddd to pour everything out or i'm gonna die of some abcdefghijkl disease. LOL

Its difficult not to feel disappointed and passed over. Many a times, (I've told many people, LOL) after the surge of short-lived anger, follows disappointment. What if one day you woke up and realised the people whom you've always thought were by your side fled to nowhere and what if you realised these people are those who did not bother to value your friendship with them& in their list of priorities, friendship is somewhere down down down-right at the bottom.

I won't deny that everyone would always put themselves in such a position that they're not at fault. Its the naturrrrre of humans. We'd come up with all sorts of excuses and solutions that will benefit ourselves. lmao, lets laugh at ourselves.
And you were like a tornado. Started by whipping up and destroying everything in your path, put everyone through a turbulence and alas, fled to a faraway place -leavin us with all the debris. aint that cool ^^

Okay, neither depressed nor trying to be sacarstic. I need to expel these emotions out of my system. At some points of time, I'm angry. At other points of time, disappointed- with the people whom have changed. or probably, shown their true colours. nobody knows, nobody knows what's going on behind closed doors behind the many facades that people put up. Time shows alot of things. It doesnt matter who believes and who does'nt, God knows. & of course, you yourself.
Until the day i saw the stranger that was you, i could'nt believe the change you've gone through.(oh i mean, how much of your true colours you've shown me) even until now(and i mean now.), i cannot bring myself to believe that all this while you've been putting on a facade & that you're not the person i knew. You've shown me too much, too much i'm afraid i won't be able to handle more.

I still recall something that you said about being friends. These words that no longer hold anymore meaning at this point of time. Convenience can comfort you now however, the words that you said and the things you've done can never be taken back. It suddenly seems pointless for me to work things out, whats holding me back? It takes two hands to clap. All the things you did, they just haunt me so much.
I still can't describe how i'm feeling. This sucks big time, yeah. LOL
Its okay, tomorrow is a brand new day, a new beginning
People fall, people get up. This time we'll get up, stronger : )

I'm sorry, I'm not perfect
Love, Junnie
Monday, October 20, 2008 11:13 PM
hel-lo.
time's flyin like a rocket, its monday again. Weekends were rather enjoyable. house visiting weekend. LOL anw, got back scripts today.whoo actually passed physics after 10000000 years chem too.finally broke out of 50. past few papers were like- 50s all the way.
After school went longjohn for lunch. then the three biatches came to my house. (haha, joking) slacked and made photo badges then went 201 before all of us went home. yawns thur's the last day of school but not exactly cause there's still EAP.
anw, my sis bought a bunny for her birthday although its still a month away. super small la, smaller than my face ): HAHA. and we're not supposed to touch it till like...three days or something if not it'll be traumatised and commit suicide or something. crappy but true LOL. still living in a poor box cause the cage isnt here yet.
lost track of time and its rather late already. bye!
hope the papers that are gonna be returned tmr'll be okay
xoxo
Love, Junnie
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 8:39 PM
Love, Junnie
Sunday, October 12, 2008 11:45 PM
YAYYYYYYYYYYY TMR'S THE END
finally after 123456 years eoy is gonna end. cant wait for tmr mon tues wed thu fri sat sun mon tue wed thu fri sat sun.
ytd went to marine parade to find the two suckers. went to aud's house first cause somebody~ have'nt bathe. walked around pp and hairdresser. haha the people there, half of them are ask weird questions 50% of the time. haha wapiang eh i wish i didnt ask him to trim. walao all the hairdressers always trick me into trimming end up like one+ fingers shorter. wthelll
hehehhhh anw tomorrow's last poa paper! cant wait for the damn hour to be over. whoo
bye, pray i'll have super powers to balance everything tomorrow.
Goodluck people, who're having papers.
dont have then.........you suck @#$!$!$! jk
Love, Junnie