♥Au Revoir

Friday, January 29, 2010 12:24 AM

ARE YOU HUNGRY??? HAHA
K, this was mom's. i know it doesnt look that appetising but its the only picture that looks decent. haha the rest looked as if..they were attacked by pigs. The teapot soup tasted like chicken essence+mushroom+crap. Snowcrab prawns and mussels was slurps :)

haha and we had coke+tadpoles. not literally tadpoles of course, the dessert kind of tadpoles. After that, shopped around suntec and citylink for a long time TO DIGEST LOL.

@ suntec kuishinbo

Got work again tmr. and tmr's tmr. Haha nevermind, at least aud is gonna be there too for the next two days so i have company! [:

My eyes have been itching damn badly for the whole week. Sometimes i look as if im gonna dig my eyeballs out when i rub them. haha

GUDNIGHT. off to sleep :) (helppp,7 more hours only)

Love, Junnie

Monday, January 25, 2010 1:37 AM

Some pictures from dad & wanjings's birthday

Haha my hair was still so long during wj's birthday! its about a finger shorter now or more. But no more unhealthy split ends :) Oh yeah and i just collected my specs today. I think i look nerdy in them hahaha. and something funny happened

Man: ok come you try and put it on see if its okay

Me: -wears specs- 'eh mommy why not clear one. so blurrr~ its like..even blurer then not wearing at all. they make wrong degree isit. '

Mom:You sure or not..

Man: (surprised) cant be leh..

Me: Its looks..kinda misty

Man: Wait, girl let me try cleaning it

-he cleans and i put it on again-

Me: a-hah HAHAHAHA ITS CLEAR ALREADY

Everyone: CHEYYYY. HAHAHA

Went to pets farm & aquarium @ farmway with mom sis and nicky today. Had great fun :) The golden retriever puppy was damn cutttttte. heheh. Then we went blading at PRP for an hour and had dinner at kallang airport. Yumz. Cant wait for school to open, i'm slacking too much. haha two more months to work and buy stuffs for school~ Yawns, its getting close to two. Gotta wake up at 8 for work tmr. ]: goodnight.

p/s: tag me if you're bored!

Love, Junnie

Sunday, January 24, 2010 3:00 AM

( haha you can totally skip this post unless you're bored/sleepless like me or want to continue reading)

I found my way here again~ Been blogging really late at night before I sleep recently. Haha somehow, before I sleep every night, a hundred of thoughts and images surface my mind..unless I'm really tired and fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow. Feeling a bunch of mixed emotions now. I've found happiness in everyday life again, having a whale of a time with friends and families, but on nights like this.. I really hate what i'm feeling inside. It's like as if I've been brought back by a time machine all over again. I know I'll be alright again tmr like i always do but I don't like lying in bed, sleepless and feeling sad while listening to songs that I can relate to. Sometimes I wake up all of a sudden in the night from a dream. There's no way I can put that kind of feeling into words because it's a mixture of nostalgia, helplessness and disappointment. I think it's weird and a wonder how it happens especially when I'm in a state which I can fall back asleep any minute. I don't like days when I feel nostalgic because I'm reminded that there won't be another of such days. Have you ever thought about something and you feel it happening all over again though it's been ages. Well,.. I have. But I know all this is inevitable and perhaps alot of people are in the same predicament as me but there are no rainbows without rain. I'll be looking forward to better days. Meanwhile I should just get my slp and stop boring you people to death. Haha bye dudes.( you actually finished reading a whole paragraph of wordiness)'veNom

Been long since I'm no longer waiting for a frienship to be mended. I don't have the courage to take a first step because I don't want to disappoint myself again and I can no longer find a reason why it'd work out. .i've had my share of bad days and I don't wanna live them ever again or risk it. I've never been down because of what I'm supposed to be but because I lost a friend. It's the worst that could ever happen in a friendship. It is. (but I don't blame anyone for it, never once) sometimes things just happen because no one bothers to find a proper solution. I'd care to find one but I won't wait anymore. Sometimes I wonder, do you? I'd never get an answer but sometimes that's just how life is.

Love, Junnie

Friday, January 22, 2010 1:09 AM

Waiting for dad to come back with supper and I'm surfing around aimlessly now to kill time. Downloaded a couple of songs minutes ago but my music folder in my phone is really limited cause I haven't been able to find a day when I'm not a lazy bum and connect to iTunes. Supper is surely
gonna make me sleepy tmr. Tmr( actually today since it's pass 12 hahah) is mom's birthday!! Going to shop and pig on food in the afternoon and have dinner with sis aft her sch. Slurps~ (jol and Amy don't laugh secretly, I know kkkkk LOL)Cant wait for Guo xin nian!!. Blog is getting so mundane haha post some pictures soon. For now,

Goodnight! ^^

Love, Junnie

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 12:25 AM

It's 12.38am and I'm in a semi-conscious state(the lights are off and making me damn sleepy) typing a bunch of words on my phone.haha. Just removed part of the post from sat's post in case anyone is wondering why it's gone. And it's because of one of the reasons I've mentioned before- I had a gd sleep and woke up thinking it sounded abit too emotional. Sometimes certain things bother me but it's not like I can't eat sleep and shit properly or I'm sad because of them so I guess I shouldn't make it sound like it's a big matter haha. yea troubled does not equal sad!!! Haha Keeping a diary and blogging are different things though they serve roughly the same purpose. I rmb myself scribbling into funny small notebooks when I was young recalling how injustified I felt that day cause my parents were scolding me etc and then when it came to upper primary I tore off some pages cause I thought they sounded childish and today, I'm missing the kind of privacy we used to have while writing in little notebooks bcos if you hid them well, they'd make the best listening ears ever. Feeling quite sleepy but I don't know why I couldn't fall asleep so I'm lying in bed listening to music while typing this.

Yesterday, Juline, Audrey, Liang rong and I went prawning and we were so great that we only caught15 prawns total in 2 hours hahah. But it's okay because it's the experience and fun that counts plus the BBQ was good. (: And we ended up chatting and eating there till past midnight. LOL

Had fun Playing guitar and singing with ml jol and Amy today. Haha and other stuffs like eating curly fries and yoghurt icecream at whitesands. Many many toppings=still not enough!! Why are cu rly fries so tasty and addictive~

k time to sleep, my playlist just ended and I don't feel like listening to it again so goodnight people!(: have a great day.
P/s: my mom is gonna bring me to payah lebar on Thursday to make speccs cause I told her I'd become a one-eyed monster if I continued delaying it. HAHA but damn -.- cause I think I will end up getting one with no degrees for my right eye.

Love, Junnie

Sunday, January 17, 2010 12:21 AM

Today was a good day(:

& I just got my new guitar today. haha Yay no more ugly discoloured fretboard, no more super high actions.i was deciding between some dontknowwhat&danny guitar- and maestro and ended up getting the latter cause the danny brand had a light coloured fretboard and it looked abit awkward. hahah k its jack&danny. i actually googled it -.- LOL amy and i walked like 100000m today. Ice cream chef was far from the bus stop we dropped at (obviously the wrong one) so we had to drag our feet under the blazing hot sun and with an empty stomach. sucks to be hungry haha.

we had dinner at raffles city and it was slurps. but too bad we didnt have Xiao long bao ): haha. Oh and we met a group of thai men. k their uniform looks abit similar to a security guard's. and then he was like 'piiicture?~' after 5 seconds i figured out he wanted us to help him take a picture. then just when i was about to reach out my hand for the camera a few other men came over next to us and he just snapped a pic of all of us. we were too stunned we just stood there and waited for the camera to be done before scurrying off. weird and wth. haha

Time to sleep. gotta wake up early tomorrow, goodnight :)
Prawning tmr/monday. sounds good.

Love, Junnie

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 11:09 PM

Finally i can use my desktop again!! this feels good.
except the fact that im having a sneezing marathon.. again... hahah weird, im sneezing so hard when i stop, i can feel my heartbeat in my head. there's a molehill-becoming-mountain pile of used tissue right next to me now but i'm too lazy to reach for the dustbin.

Msn is still crap but at least i get to use it..

Yup anyway, results are already out. People have jumped for joy, people have cried their hearts out.To those who didnt meet their expectations or didnt do as well, dont lose hope. always know that no matter what, its important to know that its not always the outcome which matters entirely. For every failure, there's an alternative cause of action. You just have to find it. When you come to a roadblock, take a detour (: Its often hard for others to understand, but as long as you know you've done and given your best, there isnt room for regret or disappointment.

thinking really hard about where i wanna go. I guess many people are in the same dilemma as me. To take the route which you really want for yourself, or to take the one which makes everyone happy and is safe/guaranteed/ highly looked upon by others. Sometimes, having choices might not be a good thing. but perhaps after all the reasoning, i'll come to realise what i want. of course, something that'll be good for me in future. thats for sure, but sometimes there're bound to be people who won't have faith in your decisions no matter your reasons. yeah, that sucks.

haha k enough of shit and words. i feel really sleepy and crappy now,
goodnight :)

Love, Junnie

Monday, January 11, 2010 1:05 AM

shit, i kept teasing juline now i think i'll be the one who wont be able to sleep tonight. haha fortunately my eyes are damn sleepy now so hopefully i will be gone in dreamland at the count of 10. Goodnight people, all the best to anyone who's collecting results tmr (:
God bless my hair won't get caught LOLL ( k i think wont la-.-) if not, runnnnnnnnnnnn.

Love, Junnie

Saturday, January 9, 2010 11:01 PM

^(this pic looks nice as a whole but it makes us look ghastly :C )

Hiii. i finally get to touch a proper computer. haha i sound much like a deprived kid. Brian came over to fix the desktop but apparently its not fixed yet cause the power supply needs to be replaced. hahah must have been due to months of using my toe&being lazy instead of shutting the comp down the conventional way.

went to tp with jol, ml and amy ytd. it was quite an eye opener to be honest la cause i know nuts about the school. and then bugis with amy at night. whoo& i found what i wanted(:

all the way to dover for SP open house today. nothing much haha. trained and overshot till kembangan just now and hated that i felt damn helpless cause i couldnt turned my phone on and had no idea if juline reached already.so i ended up scurrying around the station every few minutes trying to spot her. i think i sound damn stupid haha.

btww,to those who're intending to get an iphone,..imho it really isnt as magnificent as it sounds. the downside is that the battery runs dry in two days or less and everytime i switch it off i find that it cant be turned back on till i reach home and connect it to the bloody computer. left me 'phoneless' on 3 different days. not to mention that its really troublesome to even use bluetooth for sending pics/songs. haha nevertheless.... the apps are fun so if you dont mind the cons i guess its okay. (:

LOL anw, i just saw this pic again in my phone from work that day.hahhahah k nothing related to work at all because its (i bet more than half of you didnt know......)
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same same but different.
so..are you O.O/ :S/ HAHHAHAHA?
anyway, hope you people had a good laugh for the day.yeah genuinely, both are me HAHA
do you believe me now if i tell you that i was once a fatty hahah.

i think im gonna regret posting this.
k enough of embarassment LOL
goodnight(:

Love, Junnie

Saturday, January 2, 2010 7:43 PM

Just came back from dinner with cousins and family(: been a long time since we last ate together haha. Argh.. down with flu today and I've a horribly itchy throat now(...) I haven't typed a sentence without sneezing at least twice.what a way to start the 2nd day of a new year.today doesn't feel like a Saturday except that my cousins were here.

I'll slp early for once tonight since I have work@ ECP tmr.I'll regret tmr not slping earlier tonight for sure haha. Hopefully by the time I wake up my flu will be gone or it'll be damn sickening struggling with a drippy nose. Gotta wake up real early tmr so,goodnight!(: (phew, took ages to type two paragraphs all because of my faulty computer.) my nose really hurts from all the sneezing/tissue-rubbing!! LOL :C

have a good night/day all(:
random: I think I should visit the hairdresser soon hahahah

Love, Junnie

Friday, January 1, 2010 3:35 PM

HELLOO

late pic from wj's birthday. (:

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Havent been blogging lately cause my desktop has gone crazyy. When i punch the power button, it doesnt respond anymore haha. and it still doesnt. (using sis' laptop now while she's out) for now i can only survive with my phone net.

Woke up at 2 today and the first thought which came to my mind was 'wow, its 2010. cant believe it.' time flies, especially with ~~this~~ last year being a hell of a hard work and not to forget, all the fun. Am looking forward alot to a new year, to start anew and hopefully making more out of my life. Time to put all the past behind myself and be happier. I don't know how to explain what i'm feeling now, haha. no, i'm not down or anything.

Don't have any big resolutions for the new year. All i'm hoping for now is for myself, friends and family to have a great year ahead. more happy days, less rainy days. [:

I'm really grateful to everyone who's been in my life for the past year. Friends making my days better, crazzzier and family always being there for me especially during the exam periods when there were times i lost hope and felt down. I couldnt imagine life without you people. nevertheless though 2009 has been 70% mugging and 30% fun and nonsense, i'm glad it taught me much. things that can be seen and things that only i myself learnt about. everytime i smiled or shed a tear, it helped to remind me of the people whom i should cherish more and the ones i ought to forget. to think of it, all the days spent hardcore studying with friends wasnt that bad at all. i'm sure it'll be contributing more or less(hopefully) to a happy us on results day.

Little of the past few months havent been too great but they're over so its worth a smile. and to aud, thank you for listening and being there during the tough times. Though we havent been giving each other much of constructive advices (ahahaha) but just by understanding, you know it helped. haha i'm sure there will be muchMUCH better days ahead awaiting us, i'm sure (: and 738s, love you all always! and i saw a figurine on aud's table that day which said ' FRIENDS NEVER DRIFT APART (:' and i thought it sounded really true. haha

Enough of reminiscing about the year haha. Its a BRAND NEW year and 2009 is gone!!(which is something i'm quite glad about) Spending new year day at home today and though it kinda sucks, its still a good day (: haha.

Love, Junnie