☂Crossroads
Junnie
17 on 20May2010
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The world is brilliant.
i love family. friends. music. nice photographs. good food.


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Nostalgia
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Credits

Images: [deviantart]
Music: [x]
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Affiliés

>>Amy >>Angela >>Audrey >>Belle >>Calvin >>ChewSiHui >>Debbie >>Denise >>Elizebeth >>Estalla >>Fiona >>Hanis >>Hidayat >>Indra >>Isabel >>Jane >>Jiahui >>Jingxin >>Jingzhi >>Joan >>Jocelyn >>Joselyn >>Jolyn >>Joyce >>Karmaine >>Liangdeng >>Lihui >>Lynn >>Michelle >>Mingjie >>Minlin >>Oohjing >>Pamela >>Pamelatan >>Rebecca >>Ron >>Shumei >>Shunzi >>Shuqi >>Sihui >>Stephanie >>Sylvia >>Tay >>TianHoe >>Wanjing >>Xiaosheng >>Xinyi >>Yanyi >>Yeeching >>Zhihui >>Zhisheng


Sunday, January 24, 2010 3:00 AM
( haha you can totally skip this post unless you're bored/sleepless like me or want to continue reading)


I found my way here again~ Been blogging really late at night before I sleep recently. Haha somehow, before I sleep every night, a hundred of thoughts and images surface my mind..unless I'm really tired and fall asleep the moment my head hits the pillow. Feeling a bunch of mixed emotions now. I've found happiness in everyday life again, having a whale of a time with friends and families, but on nights like this.. I really hate what i'm feeling inside. It's like as if I've been brought back by a time machine all over again. I know I'll be alright again tmr like i always do but I don't like lying in bed, sleepless and feeling sad while listening to songs that I can relate to. Sometimes I wake up all of a sudden in the night from a dream. There's no way I can put that kind of feeling into words because it's a mixture of nostalgia, helplessness and disappointment. I think it's weird and a wonder how it happens especially when I'm in a state which I can fall back asleep any minute. I don't like days when I feel nostalgic because I'm reminded that there won't be another of such days. Have you ever thought about something and you feel it happening all over again though it's been ages. Well,.. I have. But I know all this is inevitable and perhaps alot of people are in the same predicament as me but there are no rainbows without rain. I'll be looking forward to better days. Meanwhile I should just get my slp and stop boring you people to death. Haha bye dudes.( you actually finished reading a whole paragraph of wordiness)'veNom


Been long since I'm no longer waiting for a frienship to be mended. I don't have the courage to take a first step because I don't want to disappoint myself again and I can no longer find a reason why it'd work out. .i've had my share of bad days and I don't wanna live them ever again or risk it. I've never been down because of what I'm supposed to be but because I lost a friend. It's the worst that could ever happen in a friendship. It is. (but I don't blame anyone for it, never once) sometimes things just happen because no one bothers to find a proper solution. I'd care to find one but I won't wait anymore. Sometimes I wonder, do you? I'd never get an answer but sometimes that's just how life is.

Love, Junnie