♥Au Revoir

Monday, March 29, 2010 12:36 AM

Guess what, Kuishin-bo tomorrow!!! God, I cant almost hear myself snorting. :/ hahahaha

Aud and I have been talking about it and fantasizing non-stop since a few days ago. My pigging buddy, and i think we eat like boys. really.

Get ready for a long post, I'm gonna attempt to revive last wk's happenings in my severly stm-ed brain. ANW, havent blogged in a week or so i cant remember how long, and yeah.. just quite (I'd not really say busy) tied up with stuffs lately. Working for the last few times, going out on days i'm not working.. Cant remember when was the last time i actually stayed at home to slack and do nothing. I've got tons of recorded 7pm shows to watch~

Errrrrrr, okay i'll update abit about the past one week +! :

Founders day
Nothing special and happening about founders day. We had a good dinner in the freezing hall and i went to michelle's house before that.(: They had us to come earrrly and then rehearsed abit and asked us to come back in an hour and a half's time. Whoo, thanks mich for the hershey's chocolate! I just ate it today {: They gave us a wooden plaque and a certificate. Its exactly the same as SYF's just that its flowers instead of a crest at the top. haha i think all of ngee ann's plaques looks the same to me.

Wednesday
Went out with jolyn and amy to search for their vans boatshoe and backpack at queenstown but we didnt manage to find anything there except walking in circles over and over again. So we gave up and bused to peninsula to get jolyn's ukelele. Somerset 313-ed, forever 21-ed, yoshinoya-ed. jolyn's sis dropped us off at tamp (cause we wanted to get our crystals at the mrt shop) but the shopped was closed. WE SAW THE MAN CLOSING THE SHOP IN FRONT OF OUR EYES :(

Dejected, we went to walk around t1 and tamp mall. and unsurprisingly we ended up at manpuku for icecream. Two of us. ate. three. ice.creams. ahh... its no wonder i never ever lose any weight and actually maintain it. Haha its not like i wanna be super slim but i just don't wanna become chubby and unhealthy. Eating like a cow recently and taking in alot of salt and sugar. No good man..

Can't remember what i did on thursday, i think i woke up really late and rotted at home. Watched a bunch of shows, used the comp but was too lazy/had nothing to blog about and then amy and i went to arab street to get swarovski crystals(everytime before i pronounce this i'll laugh cause i know i can never get it right at once) for our phone cover.

Yeah i know..bimbo and girly, but its nice. (: Did 8/10 of it at amy's house before we ran out of crystals and we were very :[ because there's only aaaaabit left to complete. Had pizza hut delivery: lagsane and pizza for dinner and it was slurps. Not to forget, there's coke. I need to stop my coke/pepsi addiction. Amy says my almost done cover looks like lady gaga's sunglasses. LOLLLL(???) &her mom sent me back after that. Epoxy glue smells like tao suan....HAHA if you know what that is.. the dessert with yellow beady stuffs inside and a sweet gooey soup.+youtiaow

Worked my ass off on saturday and today. Ok, i'm just exaggerating cause..most of the time we're just using wifi on our phones and eating. We swaved for a whole stretch and back yesterday and it was tiring but fun. Aud and I were doing crazy actions and attempting to exercise while a few passerbys looked as though amused(and confused) And now i have this fat blister on my sole but it doesnt hurt anymore.

I was super sleepy today morning i closed my eyes while going down the escalator at bedok and I almost dozed off. Can't imagine what would happen if i did. Totally ZZZ-ed throughout the whole bus ride to ECP. I need to sleep badly now but i don't feel like slping yet.

Havent been using computer alot lately cause everytime i get home i just watch tv, surf abit with my phone before i sleep and zonk out once i plop on the bed. Had good fishhead steamboat dinner just now (((: Mom sis and nicky fetched me from work and then we went for dinner at round market. Phew feels sooo good,cause i dont have to stone in the bus with music for an hour long. And my legs were...achey. Like they always are all the time.

I think i ate something wrong today, i'm itchy all overrrrrrrrrrrr. I wished there was a robot scratcher. Would be great(: My arm is damn unevenly toned now. All the unwanted tanning at work left my watch-mark on my left arm. looks funny hahah. Its 2am and i'm gonna get a long sleep before kuishinbo with aud tmr. This week was filled but great. Kept me away from thinking about anything and I like that. Beginning to be more carefree and having less worries & nothing beats that. (:

Goodnight people, had a great week, hope you have one too (: Perhaps update tomorrow again if im not lazy. bb {: (Listening to One Republic's live performance of Apologize now and its wonderful. too many amazing instruments. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fzq8c5pr-Ws&feature=channel Listen to it if you're free now!)

Love, Junnie

Sunday, March 21, 2010 1:26 AM

WASSUP.
Blogging just before my head hits the pillow! Whoo 12 hours of work is over! Been eating like a real pig for the past few days( piggier than my usual pigness). Had spaghetti & green milk tea & momo hotdog+fries & hot fudge sundae &nugget meal with shaker fries( supper,omg) in 1 day. Gonna die from over-calories. And sodium. the way I'm eating scares me. Forced mum to help me finish almost half my mac meal hahahah jk. Offered her la okay~(: I have an exploding metabolism these few days and it's not good! Its really scary. It's like I can eat a cow. Or a whole chicken. Or maybe.....both.

Exactly one more month till school starts(: excited, EXCITED and a little bit scared. Best 4 months of holidays I ever had and I've had enough rest it's time to get cracking soon before my brains get really rusty. Yawns nxt wk got founders day. Looking forward and not looking forward. Michelle and I have agreed that if they give us popular voucher we're gonna bang walls together. Or maybe I'd buy Acash/mesos (do they still even exist ?!) with the vouchers and give to some happy sec1s. HAHA. Or maybe just buy lots of junk food/sweets from popular. And that is if I don't die from banging walls. K la I'm just kidding bout all that(:

I would love to rattle one and on but for now, I need to get some good sleep in this perfect weather. Rain rain don't go away!!! Goodnight people, have funnn(:

If you notice, I like to type nonsense here and log some of my daily happenings before I go to sleep! Yes really gotta sleep now. Panda says goodnight (;

Love, Junnie

Wednesday, March 17, 2010 6:47 PM

@Parkway in the night.

Hi, feel so much more recharged after having enough sleep yesterday night. Went to sentosa with 738s on monday (: The weather was terrible because it kept pouring non stop once we were settled down. so we had to move from one place to another and then to another and then decided that we should all just get wet and stop moving hahahah. Had lots of food -sandwhiches, seaweed chicken, nuggets, sausages, old chang kee, sphagetti, drinks. Although we were already stuffing ourselves like pigs, we still had a load of leftovers.

For the rest of the time,we were digging holes in the beach until we saw water. hahah okay, it sounds ridiculous but believe me, it was fun. We had one which was deeper than an arm's length and another which looked like a mini pool. And we decided to get wet after that though some of us didnt have extra clothes. my shorts was still abit drippy when we reached vivo and it was freeeeeezing. Luckily minlin helped to dry abit of my top while i was in the toilet or i would have looked like i jumped into a pool before that.

amy belle and i shared a JUG of coke at the chicken rice restaurant and it was gooood. We were all shivering and huddling in the mrt. The only times i've been so cold was basketball in the rain with amy and then freezing during the journey on bus 3 to tuition and THAT DAY ITSELF. Went home with a runny nose and bathed in warm water for a good 30mins to keep myself warm.

Went to town yesterday with aud to get her dad's birthday present and get some stuffs for ourselves. decided to go to parkway after that to slack. Had sushi + greenmilk tea. ( i wanna drink that now..:C ) Going out with r4 girls tmr :D sing our hearts out, 11 to 6pm. ah, i must remember to bring angela's chocolate!

Trying to enjoy my carefree life as much now before school starts. Although i cant wait for school to start now, i guess i'll be missing the kind of freedom i'm having now in awhile. Waking up in noon, working whenever i want to to make some cash, going out with girlfriends, having a whale of a time, not having to worry about not enough $.

Made up my mind about certain things, learning to live by the day and trying to smile more often. (: I'll make sure I dont ever go back to my old ways of thinking again even though i've said this at least a thousand times. I dont like short-lived optimism :( haha. But everything will fall in place in a couple of months and I'll be on my way to better days and not crane my neck to look back again, unless there is a need. Abit different this time and 101% of determination, and i just hope it pays off. I'll be happy, so you be too (:

Talking to justindran the one who never fails to jack my jokes now. Hope he's doing well in perth and we'll go out together with the rest when he's back! K this is pretty random. haha. Time flies, one moment all of us were sneaking out to t1 subway having lunch before extra lessons and another moment he's somewhere far away enjoying his new life.

K la so wordy, so i added a few pictures to make it less. ARGH i missed half an hour of my showww, byebyeeeee! :)

Love, Junnie

Monday, March 15, 2010 1:26 AM

Its dead middle of the night but i'm here to updattttte. After four or five days being cut off from the cyber world. my mind cant function properly right now and i keep typing rubbish. My legs are aching like ( i cant even think of anything to relate it to). Like..climbing up bukit timah up and down 10 times without stopping. ( ok thought of it ) and as you can see, im blabbering nonsense with a half-conscious mind.

Loads to complain about, loads of new stuffs ive come to learn but most importantly i finally know how to take things in my stride. sometimes there's no point crying over spilt milk hahah. Lost 10 over customers to the GST-less company selling toshiba too. You know its like raising a baby from 0 to 100 years old and it goes to another woman and call her 'mummy'. Feels so indescribably. (omg what was i typing, seriously..indescribably i mean) Met alot of very nice people too and many from all walks of life. My last customer of the day was a tourist couple and they really made my day and feel that everything was worth :) Sometimes some singaporeans just tend to take things for granted and they never stop in their steps to appreciate anything. (very honestly) Talked till my voice was hoarse, stood till my legs were stick-stiff when i get home everyday, its finally over!! glad and not so glad too. glad because the misery has ended. not so glad because i've met many nice people within a few days but i wont get to see them ever again haha. not so nice people too. unreasonable ones, demanding ones.. ok you guys are probably sick of me rattling on and on, so..goodnight! :)

I NEED SLEEP. I NEED TO REST MY LEGS /EYES/VOICEBOX. SEE YOU ALL SOON AGN.

Love, Junnie

Sunday, March 7, 2010 2:44 AM

NAS's founder's day is coming soon and I figure that i'll most probably
be the only one in home clothes there cause everyone is in JC :[ ( and I was just informed that I've to wear retarded formal clothes hahaha )it's gonna feel abit funny but I don't regret my choice at all because I know that i'll be happy with it and that's what I've been wanting. Wil continue to work hard and givemy best in poly and we'll see what it turns out to be(: I'm curious too, but we'll see in..3 years. Hopefully it'll convince certain people who look down on the path I've chosen that you don't have to get into a jc to be successful. It's not that I'm trying to prove anyone but it's just that I really don't feel good when some people start criticizing me about my choice and trust me, it really doesn't feel good. I don't know if I'm gonna regret at the end of 3 yrs but I won't let it happen and i hope I'll do okay.

Alot of people have been wondering why I'd even make that choice given my results. And of course my parents, And they are still doing so, to no end~ they have been pretty supportive of it but I really don't wanna see them disappointed at the end of everything. I'm gonna keep the faith that I had during olvls and give my best. Or at least.. Whatever I can put in. Perhaps if I'm still keeping this blog then, I'll update more about where it has all led me to haha provided I even remember that I once said this while I was a 16 year old.

Goodbye people! I'll continue to believe in myself and you guys should too(: don't give up!!

Love, Junnie

Saturday, March 6, 2010 9:09 PM

I couldnt tell you everything in a less subtle way. I couldnt spell it out for you. But the point is I'm still here as old as new and every night i wonder if there might be a chance, if any at all that you still feel the same as i do.

I felt the goodbye when we hugged. the strength in his arms as if that was the last bit of him he had to give. I realized as I was walking away that in holding on as tight as he did; was really just letting him go.

Written on a day i thought about you when i didnt think i would be.

Love, Junnie

Thursday, March 4, 2010 2:47 PM

Pictures from yesterday,as you can see..

I brought At first sight to work to read today and im 5/6 through. (: By that you can probably tell how bored i was haha. 8 hours of reading, stoning and thinking about stuffs while looking at the sea ahead. Its a beautiful scenery i must say. Read a few chapters and then turned on some music from my phone while thinking about stuffs and back to reading again. I dont want to finish reading it so soon cause the story is just getting exciting~ Its a good book. Ok all his books are good..to me. And i'd rather read his books than do anything else like watching tv. Typing in the dark now cause sis is asleep and i offed all the lights. I'm gonna get panda eyes soon and i'm still not sleeping when its already 2.47am. serves me right man hahaha.. Look after you by The Fray brings back alot of memories. It just does..

p/s: i realised uploading pictures from blogger always make them look fuzzy so i tried photobucket this time round. i'm still looking and wondering if there's a difference. LOLLLL. one moment its too big, another moment its too small. k nvm, i'm too tired to bother haha.

Argh..having gastric for no reason. :C k byebye, i'm off to sleeeeeeeep. phew (:

I've got loads to say, but I just don't know where to start from.

Love, Junnie

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 11:32 PM

Arghhhhhh, i gotta go back to t3 for part of the checkup again in a few days. DAMN SIAN. I didnt think of bringing the first part of the printout before the medical form and ended up paying $10 for the clinic to print it again for me. Their ink was made of powdered diamond and paper of silk, I was thoroughly amazed. hahahahah. grr >:( Should have just like..go back on another day.

Anyway, amy and i went to ehub to slack & eat yoghurt float and attempted to take our passport-size picture at ehub. and we ended up taking nonsense pictures everywhere. Went pasir ris to pierce my ear today and it was faster than we expected haha. Its not the sharp pain but the burning sensation after that that stinggggggs. And my ear felt achey after that~ funny feeling.

We had tons of pictures but i still havent got them from amy yet. So errr..post them soon (: & I'm still trying to figure out the effects on photobucket..looks cool ^^.

KK i've got work tmr and i should turn in soon. Slept at 4am yesterday and i'm starting to feel the effects of it now. Sigh lunch and dinner tmr, what to eat?!

Good night, Sleep tight!

Love, Junnie

Monday, March 1, 2010 1:44 AM

Hello!
Today was busy busy busy with poly application matters and phew I'm three quarters done with all the stuff. Sucks that I can't go for the medical checkup soon cause i got my *. I couldn't find my result slip and I was semi-panicking cause I really had no idea where I stuffed it and I was damn relieved when I pulled open my room drawer and saw the transparent pocket. Gonna go for checkup/take passport photo/do online registration with Amy on wed. Hopefully there won't be hiccups haha(:

Feeling good today.(: Maybe having a long good sleep really works wonders and feeling happy beats everything! Time passes fast, I don't get bored and finally, I just feel happy and it's nice. You can probably feel it by the way I'm typing today. Work starts late tmr so I can sleep in longer! Excited for school to start and I can't wait to do some sch work( LOLL -.-- you can laugh at me when I start complaining about the workload in a few months time. Or maybe not even a few)

Anyway, find me on Twitter @hardcandyxmas so I can follow you back! Reading tweets would probably kill some boredom. finally gotten used to my phone so I can finally stop typing and backspacing every sentence..

I'd love to post some pics but too bad I don't have any haha ); wanna get a new cam if I've got enough $. Hahah sigh, if only my cam would magically be revived. K this is prob getting boring~
Its late and I'm gonna sleep now goodnight(:

If only life everyday could feel as good as today.

Love, Junnie